My everything





Bored. Really don't know what to update. My whole mind's filled with randomness. Sigh, my Maple items are kept some where. Found out that someone else has been using my account. I don't even know who is he, claimed I took your stuff? Hah, waste of time. So, school started for everyone who's in school. Study hard ;) I hope H1N1 will clear real soon. Don't want people sufferring D;

As thin as thread





Kinda lazy this few days. Have not been getting enough sleep for the past week. I'm exhausted, very exhausted. So, went out with Maplers on Friday. There was Sebas, Alison, Momo, Carol, Yongwei, Yikai, Denver & myself. Yongwei & Yikai joined us halfway while we were playing pool at Parklane. Went for movie at Cathay for a 9pm show, watched Transformers 2. It's a super nice show! Worth the money, the time & the coldness we all had in the theatre. Very cold lah! HAHA. After movie, we all went home. No staying out for us, lol. I wanted to go home & sleep, end up managed to sleep at only 10am.

Woke up around 3pm today, got only 5hours of sleep, argh. Texted, watch my drama, everyday life. I realised I haven't Dota for quite some time lol. Got no mood to play already. Oh, Dvd, we're really sorry about your birthday.. We really didn't knew it was your birthday, sorry ;(

Nothing 'cept videos


I don't wanna say anything much. Just sharing some videos. & Incase you wanna know, I ain't feeling better alright? That answers to everyone who asked. Sorry if I'm being mean or having an attitude towards anyone. I just wanna vent my pain, sorry.

Every night before I go to bed, I'll look out from my garden. To look at the one star that shines like never before. I'll wish upon that one star, asking for you to be happy & you'll be kept safe. At least, you & I texted awhile this afternoon. At least I smiled.








I can do a hundred more things for you
Yet get nothing in return

Goodnight, my love

You're gone


Did nothing much again, woke up, ate & drama all the way till now. It's 4am, so gonna sleep after this update. Bro went out today, guess I'm going out on Friday with my bestest of best friends! Of course my Maple clique lol, surprisingly Sebas organised! Can't wait. At least, even for a few hours, I can smile & laugh happily. At least my mind won't be completely on randomness, even it's awhile.

Happy Father's Day!


Bought a Ralph Lauren polo for dad. Also to make up for the RL jacked I lost at Genting last year. Dad was really happy(; Thanks for someone who accompanied me on Thursday to buy. Our first, but I guess last meeting. Anyway, did nothing though. Watching drama whole day, I've re-watched DevilBesideYou. & Now re-watching ItStartedWithAKiss 1&2.

Make me feel loved


Went out with Esther today. Sora overslept, so didn't join us. Kenny couldn't wake up too, so he & Yongwei didn't join us too. So only we two girls. Still kinda enjoy the day though ^^

So, moved off around 330pm. Went to Marina Square & headed to theatre. Didn't get any movie to watch though, timings all too late or they're almost full. Went to Kenny Rogers to have our early dinner. I love Kenny Rogers! One of my favourite restaurants. After dinner, went to shop around. Wahlau, many shops close down eh! Didn't get to buy anything ); Went to Raffle Shopping Centre and I got a shirt from those push cart stalls, Esther got her belt. Esther was moody the whole day! HAHA. Till suddenlly she recieved a message, she went high already. Me, messaging & feeling down over the same person -.-

Headed back home by MRT. Decided to take red line, too lazy already. There's this couple sitting infront of us. When I look at them, my eye starts to sore =/ They keep touching each other & the guy even licked/kissed the girl's ear/neck. I was damn disgusted lah. Want have sex go home then do, don't do in train -.- Me & Esther kept ourselves occupied by listening to songs. Can't stand them. When they alighted, I told Esther my eye doesn't hurt anymore. Like, really -.- So reached back condo, went BBall court to wait for someone. That someone came, Esther & someone went to talk. So some Idiot called me & chatted till Esther was back.

Went home, showered & washed up. Waiting for some Idiot to finish his Dota. & I'm loading Ice Age 2 movie! I haven't watched it yet! HAHA. Ice Age 3 coming out & I'm so gonna watch lah. So funny can ;x Alright, Ima end here. Byeeee ;)



I need you

As if it never happened


Arghs, fucking bored now. Waiting for Bro to bathe finish then it's my turn. Weather's pretty cooling today. Rained abit, cooling breeze. Then suddenlly, it's hot again. Haven't had my dinner, no appetite. I wanna faster bathe! Gonna Dota later with Bro & Jordan. I want pwn Jordan ^^ But I don't think I ever can.. HAHA.

Did nothing much for past few days. Went dinner last night near Lavander. One family of my relatives came along. Dinner & chatted with cousins. They're all so grown up x.x Home, phoned Jonathan then Dota after. Slept early okay! I woke up at 10am this morning. Alright Ima end here.

Going out tomorrow with Esther & Sora! So long since I saw him. ;) & Maybe Yongwei & Kenny too! Kenny's back ;D



I want things to be perfect

Having PMS! Argh.
My mood swings like there's a hurricane.
I'm having mixed feelings.
Damn it. D;



Jonathan, stop smoking! );

Moving on









Nice food right? Haha, went out with Mum yesterday. Woke up around 11am, went out around 230pm. We cabbed to Vivo, where we started by collecting our movie tickets. Watched Night at the Museum 2, it's worth watching! Had around an hour till movie, so went to Pet Lovers' Center. They have a new Samoyed puppy there! Anyone wanna buy for me? He looks like a TeddyBear D; Bought a new collar for Meow as his was kinda broken. His new collar has bling on it! Heh, then went to hunt for my hoodie, in the end couldn't find a nice one. Went to buy clothes, three DVDS & smth for my Aunt. Went for our movie after.

Once movie was done, we went to eat at Earle's Swensons. It's totally different from Swensons though, the food's more expensive & exquizite. Yup, those pictures are the food from the restaurant. It was quiet, so kinda enjoyed that dinner with Mum. Oh, we asked this waitress to give us two tablespoons & she gave us teaspoons -.- We corrected her & she still insists that she's right. Then Mum asked, "How are we going to eat with teaspoons?" She walked away, brought us what we wanted. Please lah waitress, you are a singaporean, older than me, work in a restaurant, you still don't know what's a tablespoon & what's a teaspoon. Go back Kindergarden, gogo. -.- Still insist that you are right, you're making yourself lose face. Oh, you already did. I think your supervisor scolded you right? x.x Sorry then.

Oh well, after dinner, we went to TANGS to buy some personal stuffs. Mum bought a face scrub from Clinique. Paid, bus-ed home. We spent quite alot yesterday. Movie tickets $16, Clothes from Esprit $60, Dinner $75, DVDS $60-70, My stuffs $120, Mum's scrub $20++, Meow's collar $12.50. Lol, no more spending of money for me & Mum. Got almost everything we wanted ;D Luckily for us, Dad's helping to pay some. Yayyyys. Thanks for the day out Mum, love ya! & Sorry to Clara that I didn't follow you to your tattoo thing ); Sorry Jonathan too, I got something cropped up. Couldn't meet today too );

Okay, bye love.




Sigh

I'd thought.. never


So, met Esther just now, went to PastaMania for lunch ;) Went to Aries to buy stuffs & back to Condo. Met up with Dvd & Zach awhile, then they went to lan. Esther & I went back to my place & played Dota with the two guys. I pwn-ed Dvd in Dota! HAHA. After, followed Esther to someone's house. Slacked there for around 45mins or so? Then headed back home. Used lappy, ate dinner & TEEVEEEE! ;D Anyone knows where to get the soundtrack for "Red Thread"'s ending song? Please let me know, thanksyou.

Went back room to use lappy, was surfing web on celebrities. I'm still trying to figure out is Megan Fox is really a man! -.- Here's the article.


LOS ANGELES, CA –
The internet has been abuzz since this Sunday’s Golden Globes ceremony, where Megan Fox jokingly remarked that she looked like a man.

When interviewed on the red carpet, she said “I look like Alan Alda in drag. I’m a tranny. I’m a man.”

At the time, reporters passed it off as a jovial attempt to cover for her nerves.

However, today she has cleared the air and officially reported: she’s really a man.

Megan Fox was born Mitchell Reed Fox in Rockwood, Tennessee. From an early age, Mitchell showed an interest in both performing and women’s clothing. When having a preacher lay hands on him did not ‘cure’ him of these interests, his parents simply put him on the pageant circuit.

By the age of 13, Mitchell had already started a career as a female child performer called ‘Megan Fox’. Making her debut on an Olsen Twins straight-to-video release, the twins have kept his secret all this time.

As a sweet 16 present, Fox’s parents offered him sexual reassignment surgery, which, given their child’s career, they’d hoped to write off as a business expense. Unfortunately laws prohibit such surgery to be done to minors.

Since then Megan has been working non-stop, and been included on many Hottest Women lists in publications around the world.

Megan, as she goes by now exclusively, also noted this Sunday how much she wants Salma Hayek’s figure. She has even scheduled surgery later this month to get it. After the two met in New York this week, Hayek offered to have a cast made of her bust so doctors can match them exactly on Megan Fox’s chest.

The internet is already speculating whether this news will be worked into the plot of the upcoming Transformers sequel.


& Oh, The PussyCat Dolls are in for some trouble too! Looks like there's some fighting between Nicole Scherzinger & Melody Thornton over "status" . This is what happened. Plus, with the video footage of Melody spiting at Nicole.

The Pussycat Dolls version of "Jai Ho" and "Hush Hush" have been released under the name Pussycat Dolls featuring Nicole Scherzinger instead of the usual "Pussycat Dolls."

"Thank you so much for supporting me - even if I'm not featured, you know what I'm saying?" Thornton shouted in front of a packed audience. "You can do anything you want to do. Don't give up on your dreams and don't let anyone stop you - ever!"

Scherzinger reportedly shot Thornton a nasty look after the remarks.




Really, they're not really best-friends & get-along-with-each-other girl group. Melody also stated that a break up won't happen - yet. So.. Whatever lah, I find only Nicole can sing. Not a fanatic, only love the songs ;) Okay, Ima go sleep. Goodnights, love.



Nobody told me it'll be easy
No one said it'll be this hard

If I could be an angel




Gonna do a quick update. Okay, yesterday was pretty fun but tiring. Woke up like 830am thanks to Esther. LOL. Her message woke me up, then couldn't sleep again -.- Ate McDonald's breakfast, then went to bathe around 11am. Met up with Esther, bus-ed to her old school, Westwood Sec. She went to collect her Olvl cert. Bus-ed back. After, we when to cut our hair nearby, Bro went too! & Yeah, hair's thinner & my fringe is much shorter. We're definately going back there. Haha, for some other reason too! HAHA, kidding. Went to Pasarmalam(correct anot?) buy Ramly's Burger! ;) Headed to my place to eat.

After, Esther went to play Dota with my Bro. & I fell asleep =x She went back around 6pm, I woke up around 7pm. Ate dinner, played a match of Dota, slept till now! Alrights, it's 1230pm, I better go get ready. Meeting Esther for lunch & a random day ahead. Bye, love.



Who would ever know
I want to let you go

I can never understand




Just finished two games of Dota. First one was okay, second round was highhhhhhh! I keep getting BeyondGodlike which was unexpectted lah! HAHA. Must keep training already. Find one day, go play with DVD, Zach & Esther again. Lol.

Did nothing much, last night, went to Mum's side Grandma's place. Stayed there till 11pm, went home to watch Underworld:Rise of the Lycans. Quite a good show, can't wait for part3 ;) Then slept after. Woke up around 245pm today. Mum went to buy Botak Jones for us. Love love the food. Then watched MaxPayne & ate at the same time. Went to bathe, got ready & went down to Dad's car.

Went Sushi Tei for dinner again ;D Really can't resist the food there. Haha, ate till around 815pm. Bought food for Mum too. Me & Bro surprised her with a grilled lobster, we paid for it! & Saw two kittens. They're sooooooo tiny, I looked at Mum, she immediately said, "Don't even think of bringing home, we got one fat cat I headache already. -Laughs" Lol, but very cute mah D; Then went home, met up with Esther & headed to poolside to meet DVD. Chatted till around 1015pm then we headed home. Washed up & went to play Dota ;) So yeah, blog & then Ima go to bed. Very tired uh. So.. Nights, love.

Oh, I saw something which made me think that some people, whom we just met & consider "friends" actually can go one round & stab you hard with a knife, through the heart. I don't know if you did it on purpose or just playing around, but if you think that you got me, you obviously didn't. Saw that fucking word? DIDN'T. I'm not someone who'll be going to people crying & say "Sobsob, someone hurt me real bad, I very very de sad" -.- Know what? You ain't worth my time. ;D



When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's ever

One heart with many feelings




Hello! ;) Woke up around 730am. Actually asked Esther if I can don't meet her, cause I was having a bad headache. But sokay, I felt better & decided to meet up. Got ready by 9am. Esther was supposed to meet someone. Apparently, he bomb her, like wthell? So we went to McDonald's & bought our breakfast back to Condo to eat. Ate by the poolside, chatted & listen to songs. Then DVD came down meet us around 1130am & still no news of that guy. He was sleeping still! Like come on, how can a guy make a girl wait for 3hours?! Imagined me & DVD wasn't there, she'll be stoning alone la! Esther texted him a message to show she was angry. Then we didn't care anymore, DVD called Zach & asked him to meet us.

Met up, went to play lan together. Me & Esther played Dota! We're learning actually, suddenlly quite addictive. & We pwn-ed okay! How pro is that? Haha no lah, with Zach & DVD's help of course. Played till around 430pm, ate McDonald's again then walked back home. Esther went home first to study, so we slacked at poolside. Saw their friends, then saw Jaker. He changed so much! ;) Around 5pm, went back home & Dota-ed. Lol, don't ask me play with you, I solo! Too noob already ;) Ate dinner, then Esther came down at around 8pm.

Headed to Lot1 with her, bought some hair clips & earrings. Went to buy bubble tea, then back to Condo slack. Around 10pm we headed back to my house. I packed my stuffs while she used my lappy. Then went to Mum's place. So yeah, at Mum's place now, kinda tired already. I think I go train Dota awhile then I sleep already uh. So, nights & loves people!



Please tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth

I want to be free




It's only 12:26am & I'm feeling so tired! Arghs, something's wrong with me. Everyday one meal, sleep like vampire timings. How I wish I was one -.- Anyway, woke up when Esther called me, she met up with DVD, I only met her at around 7pm. Headed to Lot1, went Watsons & Sasa. I bought Avene's Moisturizer, Maybelline's Angelfit Pore Perfector, ZA's peeling mask. I think I can't use the mask eh, makes my face go apple. HAHA. After that, walked to Limbang, went inside lan to find DVD & Zach. But went up shortly after, Esther's having her piano lessons. So I sit & wait like an idiot for around an hour? Lol, then headed back to lan, said bye to both guys & walked back to Condo. A kind resident helped us back in through the side gate. Or we'll have to walk a big round. He's dogs are soooooo cute! A Golden & a Daschund. Then headed to pool, saw Black & Kelly ;) Sorry Kelly we didn't say hi, was talking about some stuffs > < Then talked to Esther for about 10mins? & She gotta go. Head back, Dad bought durian for me ^^ . Ate, washedup, teevee, msn, blog, phone, sms, whatever la. HAHA. Okay uh, Ima sleep soon, waking up at 730am to meet Esther & someone. Nights, loves.



I wished that when I wake up
Everything would be just like before

Time doesn't heal wounds


I'm like blogging very early now, only 1256am. Usually I'll blog around 3am or so.. But have nothing better to do & I guess I'm sleeping slightly earlier today. Wanna wake up early already, then have less breakouts ;D

Woke up around 5pm++ I think, called Esther after slacking in bed for awhile. Asked if she's better already. I was kinda upset again cause I thought about something. So Esther took my line & said, "Don't sad already la, eat chicken wing" . HAHA, cos I cause I said that to her last night as Dad bought chicken wings for us. Heh, so chatted awhile & hung up. Gonna meet her when I wake up, around 6pm++ , gotta go Lot1 buy some face products. & I'M IN AN URGENT NEED OF A MOISTURIZER -.- I don't have one wthell. I think I'll burn a hole in my Dad's pocket after so long. Cause I'm buying Avene's & ZA/Maybelline's products. & I'm transferring $50 to some asshole who needs money now. Anyway, then will accompany Esther to her piano lesson & Limbang, I solo wait for 1hour! But nevermind la, can talk about stuffs ;)

So.. Was just surfing web for the past hour on Cosmetic tips, reviews on facial products & on setting make up. So many stuffs I wanna buy, no money ;( Anyone who has a kind soul wanna pay for me? I promise I'll be good, really. HAH! Oh, haven't seen Mum for weeks, think Ima meet her up for dinner some day. Friday I'll be going to her place. ANDANDAND, Esther & I are planning to go to UnderWaterWorld next week! She didn't even know Singapore had one -.- KENNY TOO! He asked me, "What's that?" . Suaaaaaakus ;) Okay uh, some videos for ya'll to enjoy. Loves

& Thanks BENJAMIN for cheering me up too! You cheer up also luh ;) & I more handsome than you can ♥




In your eyes I'd like to stay

I guess that second best
Is all I'd ever know

I'm so breakable


Sup people, I'm getting so bored with life. Think I have to find something to do ASAP. Oh, I wanna get a tattoo! Clara's getting one, she drew her own design, nice lor! Dad says I can't have a tattoo, so maybe I'll get one that won't be seen ;) Woke up at around 530pm today. Then Benjamin called me, so chatted till around 640pm, I went to wash up & asked maid to buy food for me & Grandma. I ate Long John! Been so long since I ate it already. & Esther came to find me around 8pm. She was drowning in tears luh. But now she's not already! She's fine for now, thanks to me! & Someone! Haha, all the best to you girl, let's go shopping, it's GSS now! Sigh, I wanna watch a nice drama/anime/movie, then go to bed. It's only 3am ;( & I wanna eat, very hungry uh x.x ~ & I didn't contact someone today. I don't want to be a little puppy that keeps clinging on to him. Ima keep a distance for a short while. I feel upset & hurt but enough of crying. Things that I can't have, I can only try. Argh, forget it. I'm only making myself feel worst. Ahh, brother's in camp now. No snoring for another 2 nights! ;)


Thanks Clara for lending me an ear last night & just letting me cry.
Thanks Karen for telling me words of motivation, cheer up too!
Thanks Esther for sharing everything with me & me sharing with you. I hope you'll be happy now as you got a good outcome. I don't wanna see you hurt okay?
Love you all.
Okay, Here's a video & Ima go cook something(if there's any), bye & loves.






What am I suppose to do
When the best part of me is always you

What am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up & you're okay