Why are humans so cruel?


Read through some blogs and found some interesting articles. I'll post the link & you guys should really read it. (Not for the faint hearted). It made me pissed & go wtfuck. So did Jo. Copy & paste it in your internet browser.


http://www.francesfarmersrevenge.com/stuff/serialkillers/sagawa.htm
He really should die. Really. & Omfg, he calls himself a celebrity? PLEASE!


http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/world/asia/article4156285.ece
This guy, good that he's dead. I feel angry & sorry for those girls. They couldn't even reach their life as a Youth. Sigh.


Go read. I really don't know why there are even such people in the world. They should live in an alien planet where one day it will explodes and they can all die WITHOUT peace. They don't deserve to even live & are senseless. So what if their lives are bad? Doesn't mean they have to so called put their burden on those poor, innocent girls. Yeah, I pity their lives. I pity the girls more. Okay shall not make myself angry anymore. Time to sleep & tomorrow school & meet up with Sora Brother for L4D (: . Nights.

Everything's okay now.
Our misunderstandings with Josh are settled.
Sorry Josh if I've said mean stuffs in my previous post.
Me & Jo still love you as a Brother :D .
& We five will always be together, we won't move to another clique!
Forever & ever friends, Cassy, Jo, Esther, Black & Josh. (:



I got mood already. Gonna finish off an episode of Pi Li MIT & off to bed. Nights!

What hurts the most;
Was being so close.


Oh fucked up day I swear, it was okay at first, till afternoon when I read Esther's blog. See, Josh's birthday was last Saturday & guess what? ME & JO WEREN'T INVITED TO CELEBRATE. Rofl at that. & I messaged him at 12am on Saturday wishing him Happy Birthday & he didn't even reply to that. Not even a fucking "THANK YOU" . LOL. Oh, they had sooooo much fun there. Even some young peeps from our Condo was invited & we weren't? Now what, we're outcast? Don't even bother to invite us over. Ahhh, now I know what CHILDHOOD friends are. I thought it was suppose to be sharing everything together, caring & even liking each other as Bros&Sis. But to you, Josh, I think only Esther is your Sis huh? What are we to you? Strangers already uh. Okay, we haven't met for like I think more than half a year. Doesn't mean we don't miss hanging out with you guys. & Esther, you said they don't like Jo. What's there not to like when we haven't met for months! We felt twice the same way you felt few years back. It makes us fucking angry & fucking hurt when you all do this fucking shit. Me & Jo almost everyday were saying, "I miss the old times when we 5 were always together, that's the only good times I have with friends" . & Now this shit comes out & we just said, "Wtfuck? So that's how they see us uh? Fuck" .


We don't feel good saying that. We don't hate you. But more of disappointment. What happen to the time everyone was laughing together? We have ups & downs, but is it that bad till we're not even welcomed to the birthday? We're seriously pissed & hurt by this. But what more can we do then know you guys hate us, while we've been missing you. If our friendship ends here, would you guys be happy? I know I won't. Think, & Esther, get Josh to read this. All of you.

I can only wait for time to tell everything.


Yay! Weekends! No school & I can game. Hahahaha. Anyway, was quite a good day for me yesterday. Woke up like 730 to get ready for school as usual. Me & Jo went to topup her phone from ATM. & She like passed me notes so my wallet was kinda fat. Then I told her, "I feel rich!" , looked up & saw a super hot guy. LOL, he walked pass us, we went silent. Then started laughing. Bus-ed over to Dhoby for school & we're early! After school, we were suppose to meet James for lunch but he had to go somewhere. So we both headed over to Sakae & ate good food! After Sakae, we headed to Taka find Weijoon. Met up with him & omg, so long never see him already! He could recognise us still! Hahahaha. Accompanied him to Mac & he ate like ICECREAM for LUNCH. Wthells. ._____. . Then chatted till he went back to work, we went along too. Jo wanna see what phone she wants. Then went home shortly after. When we reached, packed my stuff & off to mum's house! Jo came too :D . We bought dinner for my Mum, Bro & ourselves. & Bought Ice-pops too! Yummmmmmmy. Then watched 28 Weeks Later. The show is freaking nice uh. Waited for MK to pick Jo, & it was already 12. Then off to bed for me. (: .


Alright, gonna end here, wanna play my game :D . Loveeeeeeeees.

& It keeps repeating over & over


Argh, I'm like so freaking tired now. Been a tough week for me. Ups & downs & things just keep repeating over again through out my life. I'm sick of it luh. But I'm okay, I knew I would be & I really am already. Hahahaha.


Okay, so school started. Woke up like real early, around 7:30am. Jo woked me, & we chatted awhile till I was wide awake. Then off to bathe & get ready. Reached school around 10am, & settle some stuffs. The staff led me & Jo to the IT room which will be our classroom. So we kinda walk pass this other class, don't know what they were teaching, but two guys caught my eye! HAHAHAHA! Didn't really see though, Jo saw & said one of them was kinda cute. She didn't see the other one. Oh well, I'm starting to like the school. LOL at that. Joking.. So studied but couldn't really concentrate as I was having a headache. So after school, we headed over LJS to eat. After luch, head to Parklane to play LAN. L4D ! =x . Played three maps & we cabbed home. Jo came over my place till like 11pm(She just left before I wrote this). & Yeah, blogging & chatting on MSN. Life is boring. I needa find time to chiong WOW! T.T .


Guess I'm heading to mum's place after school tomorrow. Been awhile since I saw her. Alright Ima go sleep. Nights people & loves many many!

I'm happy happy & happy!


Whassupppppp! Very lazy blog already eh. Scared I'll go MIA again. Hahahaha! Anyway, I shall blog about 2 days.


Wednesday
Woke up like 9:30am cos my house was too freaking noisy! Then used lappy just for awhile & went to get ready as me & Jo were going to cut our fringes. After cutting hair, met up with Weijie & JP. Walked around & went to this bookstore. Found some interested horror books! :D . & Soms super lame ones! Then met JL & arcade, went to Thai Express for our dinner when Sora came. We ate, talked, slacked till around 10 & we decided to go home. Then tadah! Sleeping time! (: . I miss you all alot! Hardly go out anymore. ): .


Thursday
Met Jaden at 5pm at Marina Square. I almost couldn't find him. x.x . Then we went to GV to see what movie wanna watch. He watched the Benjamin Button one already! T_T . So we decided watch Bride Wars. Waiting for time, we walked around & I bought this pretty necklace! Very cheap though, hahahaha. Went for movie at 7:35pm. Super cold lah! After movie, headed to Kenny Rogers to eat our dinner. My so-called dinner. Headed out to find something to do, but just sat & talk. Around 11pm he said to walk to Dhoby. Then slacked there till 3am, I went home, he go find friend. Then home is sleeeeeeeep already! =x .


Okay nothing much already. Life is boring (: . Hahahaha, I'm at home doing like nothing now. Sigh, bored bored bored. May meet Jaden later, then I can get out of this boring house! Alright, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. <3

I'm alright, finally.


So.. I'm okay now, actually, I've been okay all the while. I've never liked him, I wanted to.. But I couldn't. Hahahaha. So I'm fine, for now. Not many things in my mind already. Woke up like 9:30am. x.x . Played WOW & just stopped. Going to cut my fringe at Jurong Point with Jo! Then meeting Weijie, Sora & maybe Sebas for dinner. Weijie say want eat good food, we'll see how good it is. LOL. Okay I'm off. Bye (:


Thanks to Jaden for cheering me up everyday. :D . I'll cheer you up too! So don't think too much also! (: .

I've been waiting for your call.



I'm getting confused. Really confused. I really don't know what to do anymore. & What, another lonely Valentine. Changed song again. That's how I kinda feel actually. I miss you alottttt! I haven't been talking to you for so long, & finally you talked to me. To admit, I was really happy. I started tearing a little cos I was happy. But how long will this last? Only the night? Sigh, what to do what to do. I shall go off bahs. Nights (:

Sup peeps, I know I know, I never update. Very lazy uh. D: . Sigh, that freaking day is coming. Yup, Valentine's day. I think I'll be dating my friends. LOL. If not I'll be dating my boyfriend, named WorldOfWarcraft. = = . So it's been 9months that I've been single. Hahahaha, I think I'll be able to make it a year. But very lonely ah. Very bored also. I hate it when I feel so confused. D: . Ohya, grats XF found his loveeeee! Last long eh. (: . Liking a person ain't easy. I've tried not contacting you that much anymore & ya, we aren't talking already. But I miss you, alot. Was listening to some songs & started tearing abit. I thought about you, & how stupid am I to keep falling for the wrong guy. Make it clear, I DON'T like anyone now. I just miss someone. ): . Someone please help me get through this agony. Cos it's really really hurting. It's no point telling myself that it's okay. Cos it's definitely not.
I'm gonna end here cos I ain't gonna emo. I wanna be happy, I want him to be happy. & I think that's all I want.






I wanna draw a big big heart & put only me & you in it.