When I chase after you
You run even further


Yeah, I have no mood to do whatever. Just start of with today. Got up early, like my previous post said, I slept like only 4hours at most. I can't sleep at all. Washed up & went to use lappy awhile. Few uncles & aunties came over already. Yup, Grandma's birthday. Almost everyone came only like 4-5pm? I went over to SocialLounge to pay for the catering. Slacked with cousins & oh, Dad's back from his trip. Just in time for Grandma's birthday ;) Then we ate dinner & it was super hilarious. Kept crapping with my cousins & so-called suan each other. I eat till very full ah! Crapped more, Esther came down at around 8pm. My Grandma actually invited her! HAHA. Talked to each other about our problems & went to cut cake. Met up with DVD & Zach. DVD, Josh & Black, you three really are good actors. With DVD acting as the "Jason" guy who wants to know Esther. But too bad, you'll never beat me as I'm too pro that I can help Esther find out. HAHA. Anyway, chatted awhile, went to poolside to slack. There's a group of guys at the other end, one was playing guitar. Super nice luh. Eh, he not bad one okay ;D . Not interested though. Then sent Esther back home, I went back to SocialLounge slack abit. Time to clean up & we went back to my place. Relatives all had to go as they have work or school. Used lappy till now. 330am already, I better sleep soon. Sadly, I don't think I can sleep well.

Esther, don't think too much already. We're like almost in the same situation, just abit different. If you really think you can't stand the feeling he's giving you, just talk to him about it already. Like you said, you don't see him as a ideal boyfriend. So don't make yourself so upset already okay? Talk to him & work things out smoothly. If it goes well, make things work. If it doesn't, pretend nothing happened & remain as before. All the best to you. Love ya. & Nice shopping trip at Town! & That freaky retard in the bus! HAHA ;)




I forced myself to smile
So you won't see me cry