Tuesday, February 24, 2009
What hurts the most; Was being so close.Oh fucked up day I swear, it was okay at first, till afternoon when I read Esther's blog. See, Josh's birthday was last Saturday & guess what? ME & JO WEREN'T INVITED TO CELEBRATE. Rofl at that. & I messaged him at 12am on Saturday wishing him Happy Birthday & he didn't even reply to that. Not even a fucking "THANK YOU" . LOL. Oh, they had sooooo much fun there. Even some young peeps from our Condo was invited & we weren't? Now what, we're outcast? Don't even bother to invite us over. Ahhh, now I know what CHILDHOOD friends are. I thought it was suppose to be sharing everything together, caring & even liking each other as Bros&Sis. But to you, Josh, I think only Esther is your Sis huh? What are we to you? Strangers already uh. Okay, we haven't met for like I think more than half a year. Doesn't mean we don't miss hanging out with you guys. & Esther, you said they don't like Jo. What's there not to like when we haven't met for months! We felt twice the same way you felt few years back. It makes us fucking angry & fucking hurt when you all do this fucking shit. Me & Jo almost everyday were saying, "I miss the old times when we 5 were always together, that's the only good times I have with friends" . & Now this shit comes out & we just said, "Wtfuck? So that's how they see us uh? Fuck" .
We don't feel good saying that. We don't hate you. But more of disappointment. What happen to the time everyone was laughing together? We have ups & downs, but is it that bad till we're not even welcomed to the birthday? We're seriously pissed & hurt by this. But what more can we do then know you guys hate us, while we've been missing you. If our friendship ends here, would you guys be happy? I know I won't. Think, & Esther, get Josh to read this. All of you.
