Hellos all. Happy CNY to you guys. Not really a happy one for me. I've got not enough sleep & bad headaches plus heartaches.


I really don't know what I'm feeling. I just randomly miss you. Randomly want to talk to you. But yet I don't know why. I don't deny that I have feelings for you. But what's the use if you don't feel the same? I really wish to tell you so much. But I can never get those words out of my mouth. I feel happy when I talk to you, be it online or the phone. I don't feel stress around you. & It gets fustrating when I don't get to talk to you for the whole day. Like today. You told me to call you but your phone had no batt. So I can't chat with you & it hurts. I met up with Jo just now. I asked her, "Have you ever liked someone, but unsure of how he feels towards you?" . The feeling really sucks. & That's exactly how I'm feeling right now. I won't know if you will see this. I wished you would but also wish you wouldn't as I'm afraid of losing you. I really miss you alot. I really miss those times when you made fun of me, those times you said really nice things & especially those songs you sang, even though it has only been a day. I really wanna talk to you. I've been waiting for your call since Afternoon till now. & It's already 12.13am. It was only yesterday we chatted & today we aren't. I'm scared, I'm feeling stupid & I miss you. I must have said that lots of times already in this post. But it ain't that enough. & Seriously, I'm trying real hard not to cry.



When we meet, I wanna treasure every minute with you. Cos I know it'll be worth it. (: .






Am I the only one who's showing my feelings? =/