Sup ya'll! (: . Alright, changed song again. I really love this song like ALOT. Okay, did like nothing much, as usual. I didn't sleep the whole night last night. & I had to wake up like 5am. Cos dad's taking me down to mum's place in the morning & fetching my brother to school at the same time. I layed in bed, couldn't sleep at all. So oh well, just told my dad I did sleep. Hahahaha. After sending brother to school, dad drove to Gimoh & we ate breakfast there. I had porridge! It was okay luhs, except I only had four tiny chunks of fish. = = . Like, wtfuck right? Then chatted awhile with dad - father daughter bonding okays! LOL. Then he sent me over to mum's place where I washed up & slept.


Slept till 5:30pm & brother was at mum's house already. Waited mum to be home from work & had duck rice for dinner. As usual, game game & game. Hahahaha! Just ended my game not long & feeling super bored now. Think Ima go sleep soon. & I miss someone, really badly. Sighhhhs, like what Tracy jie said in her blog.. I've been single too long to remember what love is. Makes sense right? Okay, I'm gonna message a friend awhile more & off to bed. Nights.






You're everything I need & more.

Oh well, didn't meet up. Stayed home whole day, WOW-ed whole day, afew relatives came to play Mahjong. I have no idea what I'm feeling. It's really confusing me already. Sighhhhhh..


Nights.






Whatever I did, to you it'll never be enough.

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I'm tired
moody
scared
confused
& I fucking wanna get myself back again! ):






Maybe we'll only be able to be friends.

Hellos all. Happy CNY to you guys. Not really a happy one for me. I've got not enough sleep & bad headaches plus heartaches.


I really don't know what I'm feeling. I just randomly miss you. Randomly want to talk to you. But yet I don't know why. I don't deny that I have feelings for you. But what's the use if you don't feel the same? I really wish to tell you so much. But I can never get those words out of my mouth. I feel happy when I talk to you, be it online or the phone. I don't feel stress around you. & It gets fustrating when I don't get to talk to you for the whole day. Like today. You told me to call you but your phone had no batt. So I can't chat with you & it hurts. I met up with Jo just now. I asked her, "Have you ever liked someone, but unsure of how he feels towards you?" . The feeling really sucks. & That's exactly how I'm feeling right now. I won't know if you will see this. I wished you would but also wish you wouldn't as I'm afraid of losing you. I really miss you alot. I really miss those times when you made fun of me, those times you said really nice things & especially those songs you sang, even though it has only been a day. I really wanna talk to you. I've been waiting for your call since Afternoon till now. & It's already 12.13am. It was only yesterday we chatted & today we aren't. I'm scared, I'm feeling stupid & I miss you. I must have said that lots of times already in this post. But it ain't that enough. & Seriously, I'm trying real hard not to cry.



When we meet, I wanna treasure every minute with you. Cos I know it'll be worth it. (: .






Am I the only one who's showing my feelings? =/

Found a survey on my Friendster bulletin board from a friend. So I'm gonna do it! ;D



What's the last mistake you made?
- Can't remember.


*Is the sun shining?
- OH YES! It's 11:46pm = =


*Can you successfully blow up and tie a balloon?
- Guess so.


*Do you like text messaging?
- Depends on who the person is.


*Are you having a good/bad hair day?
- I'm sleeping soon so who cares.


*What was your last purchase?
- 2 shirts from Flesh Imp.


*Are you wearing any make-up right now?
- As I said, I'm sleeping soon.


*What are your plans for later?
- Going to town or so.


*Is there any drama within your life?
- Yea, it revolves around me.


*What is a song they need to stop playing on the radio?
- Crap songs.


*Are you content with life right now?
- Trying to live it to the fullest, so yeah.


*Does anyone like you?
- Ask them, not me.


*What is your current obsession?
- My lappy!


*Do you have a dog?
- Yup, I've got 2.


*Ever been kissed under mistletoe?
- Nope.


*Would you ever smile at a stranger?
- If he's hot. *Grins*


*Ever done a random act of kindness?
- Yeah.


*Do your toenails have nail polish on them?
- Nope.


*When's the last time you wore eyeliner?
- On Saturday.


*Last curse word you said was?
- Nabei. =x


*Are your lips chapped?
- What's chapped ?


*Are you currently jealous?
- Wow, of whom ?


*Do you own an ipod?
- Nope.


*Did you have a dream last night?
- Hell yeah. A nice one too. =x


*Who is the most random person you know?
- Jo ! Hehs :D


*Done any spring cleaning lately?
- Nope.


*Anything bothering you?
- Abit ?


*What do you search for on YouTube?
- Random stuffs.


*Did you wish for anything last night?
- Nope. Will it come true if I had ?


*Do you drink coffee on a regular basis?
- Nope.


*Do you wish you were someone else?
- Nah, I love being myself. But I hate my ugly looks.


*What jewelry are you wearing?
- Braclet & Earrings.


*Ate any exotic food lately?
- Nahs.


*How many contacts do you have on MSN?
- Add 124 + 431. I'm too lazy to count.


*Are you easily amused?
- Kinda.


*Can you lick your elbow?
- Nope .____.


*Do you know this song, "we stay fly no lie you know this"?
- No & not interested.


*What piercings do you have?
- Ears only


*Do you have a crush right now?
- I don't know. o.o .


*What are your plans over the summer?
- Live my life ? Lols.


*How's life going for you?
- Alright for now.


*What is on your mind just this second?
- What to answer for this question. =x


*Have you kissed more than 10 people this year?
- Nope.


*Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
- I think I could.


*Where did you get the shirt your wearing right now?
- A shop. =x


*Do you look more like, your mom or dad?
- Mum.


*What was the last thing you drank?
- Water.


*Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
- Nope.


*Do you like meeting new people?
- Yeah, if they're nice. :D


*Someone knocks on your window at 2 AM, what do you say?
- *Opens* -Pauses- *SCREEEEEEEEEAMS!* -Close-


*Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
- Yesssssssssssssssssss! x.x


*Has anyone upset you in the last week?
- I don't think so. He/she is lucky though o.o


*Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
- Nope.


*What are you currently listening to?
- Nothing.


*Are you keeping a big secret right now?
- Nope.


*Do you always answer your phone?
- I'll try, but I hate prank calls.


*What color are your eyes?
- Black


*Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
- "As you walk to the left, as you walk to the right, as you walk as you walk as you walk all night." = =


*Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
- When I was little. HAHAHAHA! =x


*Do you miss anyone?
- Kinda, quite afew. Especially one. D:


*Is your hair curly or straight?
- Natural.


*Does anything hurt on your body?
- My backside. I sit too much T____T







I'll make your fantasy a reality.

Sup ya'll ! I suddenlly got this feeling to blog. So, oh well, HELLOS! ;D .


Anyway, this whole week I've been out shopping or just going LAN. Hmm, Wednesday met up with Jo, Sora, Wj, Yw & went to play Left4Dead. Just played till 7plus & we went off to eat. We ate at BPP Foodcourt. The Korean food there is superrrrrrrrr nice! & As usual the boys were looking at girls. Typical one, everytime go out sure look. Nevermind, me & Jo look at hot hot hot hot guys! ;D .


On Thursday me & Jo decided to go Bugis to shop. Again the same guys came with us. So we went Bugis Street to walk around, bought afew stuffs & helped my brother with a shirt. We shopped from 3pm till 5pm & we decided to head back. Cos we're having BBQ & Steamboat at Jo's place! So went back, put our stuffs & change, went over Lot1 to buy food, back to Jo's place to eat! ;D . Till like 11pm the guys went home. So did me & Jo. & Sleeeeeeeeep! On that day I bought like 2shirts 1shorts.


On Friday me, Jo & Sora met up. Wj didn't join us as he was sick. Yw was working I think. So only the 3 of us. Still fun though. ;D . Met at FarEast, didn't bought anything there. BORINGGGG! The only good things are the guys ._____. . Eh can't blame us luhs. We see only, never touch. LOLS. & I'm single, so I can do or say whatever I want. Okay whatever, so we headed to alot of different places. Jo bought this black hoodie form Zara. But Sora went off like 8plus, we sent him to MRT & went to draw money. Then we went back Zara to buy Jo's hoodie. Walked around, went Wisma & I bought 2shirts there. Then MK came to met us. Headed over to Takashimaya to buy Jo's perfume. MK pay okays! 80bucks. Rich person ._____. . Me & Jo was like, "MK come out less then 30mins spend 80bucks already lehs!" . LOLS. Okay then headed home via cab. & Slept again!


On Saturday(yesterday), I didn't plan to go out at all. But my friend asked me out. So since I'e got nothing to do, I said okay. Asked Jo & Sora along too. We headed over to Town at 7.15pm. Then my friend called me to say he couldn't make it. So nevermind, again me, Jo & Sora. LOLS. So while waiting for Sora, we went Takashimaya to look at makeup. Saw Esther there, said hi & saw Sora. So we went off for dinner. Headed over to Paragon & had Fish&Co. Very full okays! T___T . Then walked around, at 11pm or so, we decided to head home. & I saw many couples, & I kinda miss the feeling of having a boyfriend. But what else can I do till I've found the right one? Stupiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiid, forget it, drop that topic. So went home, used lappy awhile & slept.


So now I'm here blogging, lols. Alrights Ima end it here for now. Much loves <3






What's love if I ain't have any?

Hehs, hellos!
Just came here to update a little bit. =x .
But I won't be ranting, I'll rant after I go out.
Meeting Jo, Wj, Sebas, Yw & Sora later. ^^v .
Saw few videos which made me laugh like crazy.
I'll upload the favourites of mine (:



Talking Dogs




Panda Sneeze!

Happy New Year to everyone!


Supppppppppppp everyone! It's 2009 & a brand new start for all of us.
I hope everyone will learn to cherish their loved ones.
Achieve all their goals in life & always be happy.
Cos' I love everyone who loves me. :D .


Okay I'm back from Genting on Saturday.
I went on Xmas at like 5.30am. Didn't sleep at all ): .
Thanks to my dear brother & dear cousin who kept me awake! T.T
So "woke" up like 4.15am and "woke" bro & cousin up.
Then daddy woke up also, I asked if we could order Mac.
After ordering, met Jo to pass her my lappy for the 3 days.
-Nonsensical stuffs after that-
Reached Genting at like 3pm. We waiting a full 2hours to check in.
Gosh why is the service so bad = = . Probably due to many people ?
Ah whatever. Went to room & rest for awhile, dinner outside & walked abit.
I bought a santa hat :D . Pretty pretty !
Went back hotel, ate instant noodles & slept.
Then next day I woke up at 7am to bathe & wake everyone too.
Went outdoor theme park & omg, oh-so-hot guys!
Seriously, I wanna go Genting with my Clique.
We'll be hunting for people instead of playing =x .
Then played, ate, shopped, dinner outside again & slept.
The next day was the day we checked out.
But we checking out at 3pm so we could do some shopping.
And ate pizza for lunch too!
I bought one white shirt & white hoodie with star prints.
Then finally we went back. I miss the place though ): .
I got car sick on way down the mountain. Felt like puking.
& when we got home, it was already 1.30am.
& worst is, we left our dad's luggage at Genting.
They said they were gonna check & call us but apparently, no one called back.
So guess we sort of forgot bout it.


Yesterday was New Year's eve. And I only went out for dinner with family.
It was the most boring New Year I've had.
Dinner was the only nice one. Other then that was home watching TV & me drama-ing.
Whatever, New Year is just another day right ?
Haven't had any mood this few days. Oh, Aiai came on today! :D
At first I didn't knew he was on as I didn't check my BL(Maple).
Then suddenlly he said, "How was your Genting trip?" .
I went,"Dear<3333333" then, "Ish when you book out de sia" . Lols.
Been ages since I talked to him. Well, I miss him as a Maple Bf. :D .



Devil Beside You



Vampire Knight Guilty


Then again, drama. I just watched finished 'Devil Beside You' .
I love the whole story. Especially how the guy treated the girl.
& I cried the for the whole last episode. Really touching. Go watch :D .
& I finished watching 'Vampire Knight GUILTY' too .
The ending wasn't what I wanted. But worth watching.
Hope there's a season 3. I love Zero omg.
Alright I shall end here. Tired already. Nights all (:




The start of the new me.