It's a super moody day for me.
I found out something but don't wish to elaborate.
I don't know what's the feeling I'm feeling now.
Sad ? Angry ? Hurt ?
Well I talked to WJ just now.
& In the end I told him, "I feel like laughing :D"
But obviously, it was a lie.
I've only been living in a world where there's never only myself.
Duh I have friends, family. But I've always think about them first.
I've never think alot for myself, how things would turn out.
Call me stupid, call me crazy. But I can say, I'm not happy, really.
I've been trying to act like I'm happy. That one need not be in a R/S.
Well I'm single for nearly 8months now. & I can say, I'm happier.
But not till that extend yet. I feel there's something missing.
Something that lacks a place in my heart, something I want.
I don't know who or what, but it's just a feeling.
I'm getting pass everyday, like an ordinary person.
I've been stuck at mum's place for nearly a week.
Have not even stepped out at all yet. & down with a fever =.= .
& Great, I'm sneezing right now. Zzz.
Hmm, have nothing much to say. Just a word, confused.
Off to bed, nights <3




I feel that I want something that I'll never get.