Morning


So with the rain heavily pouring.
The wind sadly blowing, making a shiver down my spine.
There's me, typing almost everything that I'm feeling.
If you'd even know how I feel, then maybe things'll be better.
I know having two girls liking the same person, isn't easy.
Things would either go right, or wrong.
& now I don't know how far has it gone.
It takes so little to say "I love you" .
Yet so much to express what it really means.
I've never told you how I feel bout you, but you knew.
& I know how you want the situation to be.
I whole-heartedly respect whatever decision you make.
But I ask myself, is it worth it ?
Is it worth making myself wait & feel miserable ?
Is it worth trying to search an answer I'd never find ?
Yea, I guess it is worth, at least for now.
But I'm tired. Tired of everything.
Tired of crying, tired of keeping my distance.
Tired of trying. & Even tired of falling in love.
Yet I keep going. For the sake of the people around me.
Asking me to be strong, to move on.
& I couldn't thank them enough for being there.
It's been almost a month now.
& I wanna find a day, to talk to you.
Cos I guess it's really time for me to face the fact.
The fact that I love you, & the fact that it ain't gonna work.
Anyways, friends last longer right ? (:


Qii, I don't hate you.
It's no wrong liking someone right?
But you & Sis the prob, I'll not interfere much.
Cheer up okays.


Yays, mummy's back to SG! It's like freaking early now.
& the rain is like ~!@#$%^&*() .
Super cold luhs. But I can't sleep though. Ish.
Think I'm gonna make smth to eat.
Going school later! Pon ytd liaos.
Daddy was kp-ing me whole night.
But wasn't as bad as I expected =x .
Hungry siol! Gonna ransack my kitchen!
LOVES!


& Thanks,
Jo Sis
Sebas GF
x6 & dumb
For being there for me. (:





For love, all rules are worth breaking.
For you, it's worth everything.