People tell me that I'm brave, strong, loud.
But to be frank, I'm not.



I'm afraid of trying to start a conversation with you.
I'm afraid of you not wanting to talk to me.
I'm afraid of picking up the phone to call or text you.
I'm afraid things won't go as I wanted.
I'm afraid you would hate me.
I'm afraid you wouldn't feel the same.
I'm afraid of trying to know you better.
I'm afraid of lying to you.
I'm afraid of telling you how much you mean to me.
I'm afraid of rejecttion.
I'm afraid of letting you know the truth.
I'm afraid of telling you, I love you.



I have my fears, I ranted out my feelings.
I'm feeling so sad & hurt.
I'm crying like never before.
Still, how could I ever tell you ?
How could I let you know ?
This much, just this much, I really love you.