I don't wanna lie to you anymore.
I don't feel the same as I felt before.
Everything you did & said, I've never let it pass.
I could only live in pain thinking of how much I'll hurt you.
I never wanted you to be in pain.
Never wanted your efforts to be in vain.
Still I could only think deep & wonder why.
Why do I have this feeling.
The feeling I could never get rid of.
I'm sorry to you, & to everyone else.
I can never tell you the truth & never make you happy.
Only I, would be hurt.
That's all I ever ask for.
I've changed to a person whom I don't even know.
Maybe I'll just disappear from everyone awhile.
Without even giving a word of goodbye.
I wanna be alone. Just alone.
& I'll never, make you cry.

LOVEHURTS.