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New url

2009-09-13T13:33:00.000-07:00

I've moved

RELINK :)

Argh the sun

2009-09-11T10:06:00.000-07:00

Damn..

Ahhh going Sentosa in a few hours time. Gotta wake up at 6am++ & it's already 1:13am now. I need to sleep ): But I need to talk to Jo about something & she's not replying me T_______T Sian I really need sleep already. Think I'll just ask her later. Night people.

My posts are getting lamer & lamer each time, I know. FML

I don't want to be under the sun damn it :/

Heh

2009-09-08T11:05:00.000-07:00

You're my heartbreaker

What's uppppppppppp! My blog is really dead. Okay.. Many many things happened. Let's see, as usual, had been going out with Maple peeps. Movie, dinner, slack. Always the same thing over :D Oh, I signed up for private Os at JE Education. Loon said if his Nlvl results higher than Nitec he'll join me. SO BETTER DO WELL OKAY! Heh, didn't level my character in Dragonica. Anyone who plays Kaye world, let me know & add me up yo :) I guess I'll stop here, yes yes my life is boring. Sick now, gonna sleep. Nights

I hope you'll be happy with your choice.
Whatever it is, I wish you both the best.
& Don't worry, I'm fine :)
Don't make me regret giving up alright?
Thanks for opening my view in life

Like you said, we're good like this
It's only internet & we'll probably stay this way
Still, thank you
:D

.....

2009-09-02T12:53:00.000-07:00

It all feels different

I know I didn't keep my promise
I just can't help feeling sorry
It's like a million sorries I say to you
I'll never get a, "I forgive you" back

Just feels that way
Still I can only say, I'm sorry

Please don't turn away from me
I afraid I won't be able to see you go

:/

2009-08-30T09:59:00.001-07:00

I'll do anything

How am I suppose to really smile?
When I don't talk to you for more than ten minutes a day
Sometimes not even five
I really don't know what happened
That we're so different now

You said you didn't know why too
I wish you would, so you could tell me
Even if it hurts, I wished I knew
I'm confused, vexed & really feeling down

If you could
Give me a little hope
So I can continue to hold on ):

Am I too late?

Happy Birthday, Love

2009-08-21T12:50:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday, Dearest♥

You're a year older now, I wish you the best in life
I can't give you anything cause I don't have the chance to
But now till next midnight, I'll give you anything you want :)

I've decided to try my very best
I'm gonna work real hard to prove to you
You said have more confidence in myself
& I promise I'll build that up

Dear, be happy just for me
& I'll be happy just for you

:/

2009-08-20T12:36:00.000-07:00

I'm so afraid

That day is drawing closer.
Just a couple more hours & I may breakdown

What if you went back with her?
Then what about me?
The one who waits for your text everyday
Who's trying her best to make you smile
Who's going back to studies just because you told me
The one who cares the most, tolerate anything offensive
What about me..

I'm sorry, I'm hiding all this from you
Cause it would make you piss and all
& If you ain't happy, I can't be too
Sorry I'm breaking promises
I had no other way to let it out

:/

2009-08-19T10:29:00.000-07:00

You said, "I want nobody but you"

You choose to meet her than to meet me
You said you didn't know how to reject her
Why not reject her like how you rejectted me?
I'm trying so hard to be perfect for you
But I feel I'm not even there..

I really don't know why
I won't let my guard down for anyone but you
You appeared in my life, I see you as an angel
I listen to everything you say
I do things you want me to do
Are you not yet sastisfied?

I can't even make you look at me for who I am
I guess I'm making you disgust me more each day
I don't feel I deserve you at all

You promised me you'll look only at me
You promise you won't go away no matter what happens/happened
Somehow, I feel I'm losing you soon..
I don't want it to happen cause I don't think I could take much pain anymore
Don't leave me, ever

Closing

2009-08-07T08:41:00.000-07:00

Closing my blog for awhile
I'm too lazy to blog.
Many loves!

Happy

2009-07-16T12:26:00.000-07:00

I'm so over

:)

Heh

2009-07-13T08:42:00.000-07:00

Blog flooded w Videos ;D

:D

2009-07-13T08:30:00.000-07:00

Highhhhh day

Alright, went to eat Sakae Sushi with Jo. She haven't slept at all, high all the way through. I can't stop laughing like mad person. Together high with her, HAHA. Esther met us after lunch. We walk around, slacked at 71. Seriously, I hate my condo's guards(some of them). Don't wna elaborate. Esther's mood suddenlly change when she saw someone. Then whatever lah.

Caught Ice Age 3 with Jo at 620pm. It's fucking hilarious, have to watch! & I want a baby dinosaur ); GO GET ME ONE PEOPLE! ;D Okay, watch the video I posted. Byeee.

May post more videos later on ;)

Videos

2009-07-12T10:22:00.001-07:00

Left4Dead videos ;)

Rant

2009-07-11T10:37:00.001-07:00

Never say goodbye

This is HILARIOUS!

Roller Coaster Quiz Show

Alright, have been watching many many dramas. Mostly re-watched. Oh, I completed Boys Before Flowers. I loveeeeeee all the F4 guys! If in reality there were such guys, girls wouldn't have to suffer much ;)

Anyway, nothing to blog really. I think I'll blog when there's a long composition for me to write again. Oh, I may get H1N1 though, Bro got the symptoms. Haven't comfirmed it yet.. We'll see uh. He just woke up from his sleep, says he feel feverish. Sigh, hope nothing's wrong. Night

I won't walk away saying goodbye
I'll walk away without a tear to dry

Many many things

2009-07-08T13:05:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday to Jo!

We're finally all 17! Been so long since we met, one look & everyone's all grown up. Haha, see you later night for your BBQ! Loveeeeeeeee you many!

Hmm, Jim's going army already. Max is after him. You both have to take care ya?

Aye, nothing to blog eh. Sigh, can I really let go? Must I?

You never lose by loving.
You always lost by holding back.

H/L

2009-07-03T11:21:00.001-07:00

Hate how much I like you

Quick update & Ima sleep. So.. first off, Jo & I are made up. We're friends again & getting along very well. This whole week, I've been really happy when I'm with my clique. Slack together with Esther, Jo, Dvd, Zac, Buddy, Josh & Jaker. Been a long time since we all hanged out together. The last time was, last year? Miss everyone ;)

Went shopping with Esther & Jo yesterday. Met up with Esther & 10am first, slacked till 12pm & got ready. Both of them came down to my house for make up. Went out around 2pm, bus-ed to Takashimaya. (I'll cut the day short) We bought Jo her M.A.C Fluid line for her birthday present ;) Jo's birthday's coming up! Went Jurong Point after & I bought a heel & Esther bought hers too. Got bored, cab-ed back to condo where we took of our heels & wore slippers. Headed to 71, Buddy was saying he'll join us later. Texted Josh and asked if he wanted to join. He joined us after his work. So when everyone came, there were Esther, Jo, Dvd, Zac, Buddy, Josh & Jaker. Everyone was so happy, but Esther went home when Josh came lol. Slacked, played cards & Josh gave us a bottle of wine. I saw Zac's second doggy, sooooo cute! She has cancer but getting cured ;) So now home & hopefully will meet up with everyone again soon. I'm gonna sleep!

End

Irreplaceable

2009-06-29T11:09:00.000-07:00

My everything

Bored. Really don't know what to update. My whole mind's filled with randomness. Sigh, my Maple items are kept some where. Found out that someone else has been using my account. I don't even know who is he, claimed I took your stuff? Hah, waste of time. So, school started for everyone who's in school. Study hard ;) I hope H1N1 will clear real soon. Don't want people sufferring D;

Whatever

2009-06-27T13:10:00.000-07:00

As thin as thread

Kinda lazy this few days. Have not been getting enough sleep for the past week. I'm exhausted, very exhausted. So, went out with Maplers on Friday. There was Sebas, Alison, Momo, Carol, Yongwei, Yikai, Denver & myself. Yongwei & Yikai joined us halfway while we were playing pool at Parklane. Went for movie at Cathay for a 9pm show, watched Transformers 2. It's a super nice show! Worth the money, the time & the coldness we all had in the theatre. Very cold lah! HAHA. After movie, we all went home. No staying out for us, lol. I wanted to go home & sleep, end up managed to sleep at only 10am.

Woke up around 3pm today, got only 5hours of sleep, argh. Texted, watch my drama, everyday life. I realised I haven't Dota for quite some time lol. Got no mood to play already. Oh, Dvd, we're really sorry about your birthday.. We really didn't knew it was your birthday, sorry ;(

Videos

2009-06-23T12:46:00.001-07:00

Nothing 'cept videos

I don't wanna say anything much. Just sharing some videos. & Incase you wanna know, I ain't feeling better alright? That answers to everyone who asked. Sorry if I'm being mean or having an attitude towards anyone. I just wanna vent my pain, sorry.

Every night before I go to bed, I'll look out from my garden. To look at the one star that shines like never before. I'll wish upon that one star, asking for you to be happy & you'll be kept safe. At least, you & I texted awhile this afternoon. At least I smiled.

I can do a hundred more things for you
Yet get nothing in return

Goodnight, my love

.......

2009-06-22T12:57:00.000-07:00

You're gone

Did nothing much again, woke up, ate & drama all the way till now. It's 4am, so gonna sleep after this update. Bro went out today, guess I'm going out on Friday with my bestest of best friends! Of course my Maple clique lol, surprisingly Sebas organised! Can't wait. At least, even for a few hours, I can smile & laugh happily. At least my mind won't be completely on randomness, even it's awhile.

Happy Father's Day

2009-06-21T11:55:00.000-07:00

Happy Father's Day!

Bought a Ralph Lauren polo for dad. Also to make up for the RL jacked I lost at Genting last year. Dad was really happy(; Thanks for someone who accompanied me on Thursday to buy. Our first, but I guess last meeting. Anyway, did nothing though. Watching drama whole day, I've re-watched DevilBesideYou. & Now re-watching ItStartedWithAKiss 1&2.

Shopping!

2009-06-16T08:40:00.000-07:00

Make me feel loved

Went out with Esther today. Sora overslept, so didn't join us. Kenny couldn't wake up too, so he & Yongwei didn't join us too. So only we two girls. Still kinda enjoy the day though ^^

So, moved off around 330pm. Went to Marina Square & headed to theatre. Didn't get any movie to watch though, timings all too late or they're almost full. Went to Kenny Rogers to have our early dinner. I love Kenny Rogers! One of my favourite restaurants. After dinner, went to shop around. Wahlau, many shops close down eh! Didn't get to buy anything ); Went to Raffle Shopping Centre and I got a shirt from those push cart stalls, Esther got her belt. Esther was moody the whole day! HAHA. Till suddenlly she recieved a message, she went high already. Me, messaging & feeling down over the same person -.-

Headed back home by MRT. Decided to take red line, too lazy already. There's this couple sitting infront of us. When I look at them, my eye starts to sore =/ They keep touching each other & the guy even licked/kissed the girl's ear/neck. I was damn disgusted lah. Want have sex go home then do, don't do in train -.- Me & Esther kept ourselves occupied by listening to songs. Can't stand them. When they alighted, I told Esther my eye doesn't hurt anymore. Like, really -.- So reached back condo, went BBall court to wait for someone. That someone came, Esther & someone went to talk. So some Idiot called me & chatted till Esther was back.

Went home, showered & washed up. Waiting for some Idiot to finish his Dota. & I'm loading Ice Age 2 movie! I haven't watched it yet! HAHA. Ice Age 3 coming out & I'm so gonna watch lah. So funny can ;x Alright, Ima end here. Byeeee ;)

I need you

Bored

2009-06-15T05:17:00.001-07:00

As if it never happened

Arghs, fucking bored now. Waiting for Bro to bathe finish then it's my turn. Weather's pretty cooling today. Rained abit, cooling breeze. Then suddenlly, it's hot again. Haven't had my dinner, no appetite. I wanna faster bathe! Gonna Dota later with Bro & Jordan. I want pwn Jordan ^^ But I don't think I ever can.. HAHA.

Did nothing much for past few days. Went dinner last night near Lavander. One family of my relatives came along. Dinner & chatted with cousins. They're all so grown up x.x Home, phoned Jonathan then Dota after. Slept early okay! I woke up at 10am this morning. Alright Ima end here.

Going out tomorrow with Esther & Sora! So long since I saw him. ;) & Maybe Yongwei & Kenny too! Kenny's back ;D

I want things to be perfect

PMS! D;

2009-06-13T10:39:00.000-07:00

Having PMS! Argh.
My mood swings like there's a hurricane.
I'm having mixed feelings.
Damn it. D;

Jonathan, stop smoking! );

Shopping!

2009-06-12T01:48:00.000-07:00

Moving on

Nice food right? Haha, went out with Mum yesterday. Woke up around 11am, went out around 230pm. We cabbed to Vivo, where we started by collecting our movie tickets. Watched Night at the Museum 2, it's worth watching! Had around an hour till movie, so went to Pet Lovers' Center. They have a new Samoyed puppy there! Anyone wanna buy for me? He looks like a TeddyBear D; Bought a new collar for Meow as his was kinda broken. His new collar has bling on it! Heh, then went to hunt for my hoodie, in the end couldn't find a nice one. Went to buy clothes, three DVDS & smth for my Aunt. Went for our movie after.

Once movie was done, we went to eat at Earle's Swensons. It's totally different from Swensons though, the food's more expensive & exquizite. Yup, those pictures are the food from the restaurant. It was quiet, so kinda enjoyed that dinner with Mum. Oh, we asked this waitress to give us two tablespoons & she gave us teaspoons -.- We corrected her & she still insists that she's right. Then Mum asked, "How are we going to eat with teaspoons?" She walked away, brought us what we wanted. Please lah waitress, you are a singaporean, older than me, work in a restaurant, you still don't know what's a tablespoon & what's a teaspoon. Go back Kindergarden, gogo. -.- Still insist that you are right, you're making yourself lose face. Oh, you already did. I think your supervisor scolded you right? x.x Sorry then.

Oh well, after dinner, we went to TANGS to buy some personal stuffs. Mum bought a face scrub from Clinique. Paid, bus-ed home. We spent quite alot yesterday. Movie tickets $16, Clothes from Esprit $60, Dinner $75, DVDS $60-70, My stuffs $120, Mum's scrub $20++, Meow's collar $12.50. Lol, no more spending of money for me & Mum. Got almost everything we wanted ;D Luckily for us, Dad's helping to pay some. Yayyyys. Thanks for the day out Mum, love ya! & Sorry to Clara that I didn't follow you to your tattoo thing ); Sorry Jonathan too, I got something cropped up. Couldn't meet today too );

Okay, bye love.

Sigh

-

2009-06-09T08:48:00.000-07:00

I'd thought.. never

So, met Esther just now, went to PastaMania for lunch ;) Went to Aries to buy stuffs & back to Condo. Met up with Dvd & Zach awhile, then they went to lan. Esther & I went back to my place & played Dota with the two guys. I pwn-ed Dvd in Dota! HAHA. After, followed Esther to someone's house. Slacked there for around 45mins or so? Then headed back home. Used lappy, ate dinner & TEEVEEEE! ;D Anyone knows where to get the soundtrack for "Red Thread"'s ending song? Please let me know, thanksyou.

Went back room to use lappy, was surfing web on celebrities. I'm still trying to figure out is Megan Fox is really a man! -.- Here's the article.

LOS ANGELES, CA –
The internet has been abuzz since this Sunday’s Golden Globes ceremony, where Megan Fox jokingly remarked that she looked like a man.

When interviewed on the red carpet, she said “I look like Alan Alda in drag. I’m a tranny. I’m a man.”

At the time, reporters passed it off as a jovial attempt to cover for her nerves.

However, today she has cleared the air and officially reported: she’s really a man.

Megan Fox was born Mitchell Reed Fox in Rockwood, Tennessee. From an early age, Mitchell showed an interest in both performing and women’s clothing. When having a preacher lay hands on him did not ‘cure’ him of these interests, his parents simply put him on the pageant circuit.

By the age of 13, Mitchell had already started a career as a female child performer called ‘Megan Fox’. Making her debut on an Olsen Twins straight-to-video release, the twins have kept his secret all this time.

As a sweet 16 present, Fox’s parents offered him sexual reassignment surgery, which, given their child’s career, they’d hoped to write off as a business expense. Unfortunately laws prohibit such surgery to be done to minors.

Since then Megan has been working non-stop, and been included on many Hottest Women lists in publications around the world.

Megan, as she goes by now exclusively, also noted this Sunday how much she wants Salma Hayek’s figure. She has even scheduled surgery later this month to get it. After the two met in New York this week, Hayek offered to have a cast made of her bust so doctors can match them exactly on Megan Fox’s chest.

The internet is already speculating whether this news will be worked into the plot of the upcoming Transformers sequel.

& Oh, The PussyCat Dolls are in for some trouble too! Looks like there's some fighting between Nicole Scherzinger & Melody Thornton over "status" . This is what happened. Plus, with the video footage of Melody spiting at Nicole.

The Pussycat Dolls version of "Jai Ho" and "Hush Hush" have been released under the name Pussycat Dolls featuring Nicole Scherzinger instead of the usual "Pussycat Dolls."

"Thank you so much for supporting me - even if I'm not featured, you know what I'm saying?" Thornton shouted in front of a packed audience. "You can do anything you want to do. Don't give up on your dreams and don't let anyone stop you - ever!"

Scherzinger reportedly shot Thornton a nasty look after the remarks.

Really, they're not really best-friends & get-along-with-each-other girl group. Melody also stated that a break up won't happen - yet. So.. Whatever lah, I find only Nicole can sing. Not a fanatic, only love the songs ;) Okay, Ima go sleep. Goodnights, love.

Nobody told me it'll be easy
No one said it'll be this hard

Haircut!

2009-06-08T21:17:00.000-07:00

If I could be an angel

Gonna do a quick update. Okay, yesterday was pretty fun but tiring. Woke up like 830am thanks to Esther. LOL. Her message woke me up, then couldn't sleep again -.- Ate McDonald's breakfast, then went to bathe around 11am. Met up with Esther, bus-ed to her old school, Westwood Sec. She went to collect her Olvl cert. Bus-ed back. After, we when to cut our hair nearby, Bro went too! & Yeah, hair's thinner & my fringe is much shorter. We're definately going back there. Haha, for some other reason too! HAHA, kidding. Went to Pasarmalam(correct anot?) buy Ramly's Burger! ;) Headed to my place to eat.

After, Esther went to play Dota with my Bro. & I fell asleep =x She went back around 6pm, I woke up around 7pm. Ate dinner, played a match of Dota, slept till now! Alrights, it's 1230pm, I better go get ready. Meeting Esther for lunch & a random day ahead. Bye, love.

Who would ever know
I want to let you go

Lololol

2009-06-06T11:20:00.000-07:00

I can never understand

Just finished two games of Dota. First one was okay, second round was highhhhhhh! I keep getting BeyondGodlike which was unexpectted lah! HAHA. Must keep training already. Find one day, go play with DVD, Zach & Esther again. Lol.

Did nothing much, last night, went to Mum's side Grandma's place. Stayed there till 11pm, went home to watch Underworld:Rise of the Lycans. Quite a good show, can't wait for part3 ;) Then slept after. Woke up around 245pm today. Mum went to buy Botak Jones for us. Love love the food. Then watched MaxPayne & ate at the same time. Went to bathe, got ready & went down to Dad's car.

Went Sushi Tei for dinner again ;D Really can't resist the food there. Haha, ate till around 815pm. Bought food for Mum too. Me & Bro surprised her with a grilled lobster, we paid for it! & Saw two kittens. They're sooooooo tiny, I looked at Mum, she immediately said, "Don't even think of bringing home, we got one fat cat I headache already. -Laughs" Lol, but very cute mah D; Then went home, met up with Esther & headed to poolside to meet DVD. Chatted till around 1015pm then we headed home. Washed up & went to play Dota ;) So yeah, blog & then Ima go to bed. Very tired uh. So.. Nights, love.

Oh, I saw something which made me think that some people, whom we just met & consider "friends" actually can go one round & stab you hard with a knife, through the heart. I don't know if you did it on purpose or just playing around, but if you think that you got me, you obviously didn't. Saw that fucking word? DIDN'T. I'm not someone who'll be going to people crying & say "Sobsob, someone hurt me real bad, I very very de sad" -.- Know what? You ain't worth my time. ;D

When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's ever

Heh

2009-06-04T08:54:00.000-07:00

One heart with many feelings

Hello! ;) Woke up around 730am. Actually asked Esther if I can don't meet her, cause I was having a bad headache. But sokay, I felt better & decided to meet up. Got ready by 9am. Esther was supposed to meet someone. Apparently, he bomb her, like wthell? So we went to McDonald's & bought our breakfast back to Condo to eat. Ate by the poolside, chatted & listen to songs. Then DVD came down meet us around 1130am & still no news of that guy. He was sleeping still! Like come on, how can a guy make a girl wait for 3hours?! Imagined me & DVD wasn't there, she'll be stoning alone la! Esther texted him a message to show she was angry. Then we didn't care anymore, DVD called Zach & asked him to meet us.

Met up, went to play lan together. Me & Esther played Dota! We're learning actually, suddenlly quite addictive. & We pwn-ed okay! How pro is that? Haha no lah, with Zach & DVD's help of course. Played till around 430pm, ate McDonald's again then walked back home. Esther went home first to study, so we slacked at poolside. Saw their friends, then saw Jaker. He changed so much! ;) Around 5pm, went back home & Dota-ed. Lol, don't ask me play with you, I solo! Too noob already ;) Ate dinner, then Esther came down at around 8pm.

Headed to Lot1 with her, bought some hair clips & earrings. Went to buy bubble tea, then back to Condo slack. Around 10pm we headed back to my house. I packed my stuffs while she used my lappy. Then went to Mum's place. So yeah, at Mum's place now, kinda tired already. I think I go train Dota awhile then I sleep already uh. So, nights & loves people!

Please tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth

;D

2009-06-03T09:25:00.000-07:00

I want to be free

It's only 12:26am & I'm feeling so tired! Arghs, something's wrong with me. Everyday one meal, sleep like vampire timings. How I wish I was one -.- Anyway, woke up when Esther called me, she met up with DVD, I only met her at around 7pm. Headed to Lot1, went Watsons & Sasa. I bought Avene's Moisturizer, Maybelline's Angelfit Pore Perfector, ZA's peeling mask. I think I can't use the mask eh, makes my face go apple. HAHA. After that, walked to Limbang, went inside lan to find DVD & Zach. But went up shortly after, Esther's having her piano lessons. So I sit & wait like an idiot for around an hour? Lol, then headed back to lan, said bye to both guys & walked back to Condo. A kind resident helped us back in through the side gate. Or we'll have to walk a big round. He's dogs are soooooo cute! A Golden & a Daschund. Then headed to pool, saw Black & Kelly ;) Sorry Kelly we didn't say hi, was talking about some stuffs > < Then talked to Esther for about 10mins? & She gotta go. Head back, Dad bought durian for me ^^ . Ate, washedup, teevee, msn, blog, phone, sms, whatever la. HAHA. Okay uh, Ima sleep soon, waking up at 730am to meet Esther & someone. Nights, loves.

I wished that when I wake up
Everything would be just like before

Blahhhh

2009-06-02T09:56:00.000-07:00

Time doesn't heal wounds

I'm like blogging very early now, only 1256am. Usually I'll blog around 3am or so.. But have nothing better to do & I guess I'm sleeping slightly earlier today. Wanna wake up early already, then have less breakouts ;D

Woke up around 5pm++ I think, called Esther after slacking in bed for awhile. Asked if she's better already. I was kinda upset again cause I thought about something. So Esther took my line & said, "Don't sad already la, eat chicken wing" . HAHA, cos I cause I said that to her last night as Dad bought chicken wings for us. Heh, so chatted awhile & hung up. Gonna meet her when I wake up, around 6pm++ , gotta go Lot1 buy some face products. & I'M IN AN URGENT NEED OF A MOISTURIZER -.- I don't have one wthell. I think I'll burn a hole in my Dad's pocket after so long. Cause I'm buying Avene's & ZA/Maybelline's products. & I'm transferring $50 to some asshole who needs money now. Anyway, then will accompany Esther to her piano lesson & Limbang, I solo wait for 1hour! But nevermind la, can talk about stuffs ;)

So.. Was just surfing web for the past hour on Cosmetic tips, reviews on facial products & on setting make up. So many stuffs I wanna buy, no money ;( Anyone who has a kind soul wanna pay for me? I promise I'll be good, really. HAH! Oh, haven't seen Mum for weeks, think Ima meet her up for dinner some day. Friday I'll be going to her place. ANDANDAND, Esther & I are planning to go to UnderWaterWorld next week! She didn't even know Singapore had one -.- KENNY TOO! He asked me, "What's that?" . Suaaaaaakus ;) Okay uh, some videos for ya'll to enjoy. Loves

& Thanks BENJAMIN for cheering me up too! You cheer up also luh ;) & I more handsome than you can ♥

In your eyes I'd like to stay

I guess that second best
Is all I'd ever know

Getting there..

2009-06-01T11:46:00.000-07:00

I'm so breakable

Sup people, I'm getting so bored with life. Think I have to find something to do ASAP. Oh, I wanna get a tattoo! Clara's getting one, she drew her own design, nice lor! Dad says I can't have a tattoo, so maybe I'll get one that won't be seen ;) Woke up at around 530pm today. Then Benjamin called me, so chatted till around 640pm, I went to wash up & asked maid to buy food for me & Grandma. I ate Long John! Been so long since I ate it already. & Esther came to find me around 8pm. She was drowning in tears luh. But now she's not already! She's fine for now, thanks to me! & Someone! Haha, all the best to you girl, let's go shopping, it's GSS now! Sigh, I wanna watch a nice drama/anime/movie, then go to bed. It's only 3am ;( & I wanna eat, very hungry uh x.x ~ & I didn't contact someone today. I don't want to be a little puppy that keeps clinging on to him. Ima keep a distance for a short while. I feel upset & hurt but enough of crying. Things that I can't have, I can only try. Argh, forget it. I'm only making myself feel worst. Ahh, brother's in camp now. No snoring for another 2 nights! ;)

Thanks Clara for lending me an ear last night & just letting me cry.
Thanks Karen for telling me words of motivation, cheer up too!
Thanks Esther for sharing everything with me & me sharing with you. I hope you'll be happy now as you got a good outcome. I don't wanna see you hurt okay?
Love you all.
Okay, Here's a video & Ima go cook something(if there's any), bye & loves.

What am I suppose to do
When the best part of me is always you

What am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up & you're okay

):

2009-05-31T12:17:00.000-07:00

When I chase after you
You run even further

Yeah, I have no mood to do whatever. Just start of with today. Got up early, like my previous post said, I slept like only 4hours at most. I can't sleep at all. Washed up & went to use lappy awhile. Few uncles & aunties came over already. Yup, Grandma's birthday. Almost everyone came only like 4-5pm? I went over to SocialLounge to pay for the catering. Slacked with cousins & oh, Dad's back from his trip. Just in time for Grandma's birthday ;) Then we ate dinner & it was super hilarious. Kept crapping with my cousins & so-called suan each other. I eat till very full ah! Crapped more, Esther came down at around 8pm. My Grandma actually invited her! HAHA. Talked to each other about our problems & went to cut cake. Met up with DVD & Zach. DVD, Josh & Black, you three really are good actors. With DVD acting as the "Jason" guy who wants to know Esther. But too bad, you'll never beat me as I'm too pro that I can help Esther find out. HAHA. Anyway, chatted awhile, went to poolside to slack. There's a group of guys at the other end, one was playing guitar. Super nice luh. Eh, he not bad one okay ;D . Not interested though. Then sent Esther back home, I went back to SocialLounge slack abit. Time to clean up & we went back to my place. Relatives all had to go as they have work or school. Used lappy till now. 330am already, I better sleep soon. Sadly, I don't think I can sleep well.

Esther, don't think too much already. We're like almost in the same situation, just abit different. If you really think you can't stand the feeling he's giving you, just talk to him about it already. Like you said, you don't see him as a ideal boyfriend. So don't make yourself so upset already okay? Talk to him & work things out smoothly. If it goes well, make things work. If it doesn't, pretend nothing happened & remain as before. All the best to you. Love ya. & Nice shopping trip at Town! & That freaky retard in the bus! HAHA ;)

I forced myself to smile
So you won't see me cry

Happy Birthday Grandma ;)

2009-05-30T20:37:00.000-07:00

31st May
Happy Birthday to Grandma!

Grandma, I wish you good health & many more years to come. You've been doting on me & Zen all the time. Even though there may be quarrells, we still love you deeply. Sorry for making you worry when I don't come home, but don't worry, I will be okay. Love ya!

When can I ever do things right? I made a friend lost his girlf. & I'm making myself lose you. Fuuuuuuuck, can someone just stab me? At least I get to ease the pain in my heart. Okay, I gotta go get ready. Have many things to do this whole day. Relatives are starting to flood my place, time for me to put on a smiling face. Take cares all! Loves & don't worry, I'm fine ;)

It's like everything little thing you do
Puts a smile on my face

Zzz

2009-05-30T09:25:00.001-07:00

Troubles, one after another

Honestly, I'm sick of everything. I feel like screaming so loud that I don't care if I lose my voice. I can't stand crying every night. & Worst, I made a friend lost someone. Wtfuck right? Messages of insulting words keep coming in by someone. "Bitch" "Pathetic" "Fuck you" & so on. Whatever uh, I can't be bothered to reply. I already told her I have no other intentions & I even apologised I don't know for what? In the end she told me it was "all my fault" . I cried, but not for her. For my friend, cos I feel so bad? Only to one side. Ahhh, forget it. Ima talk to someone then see what to do.

^-^

Tired

2009-05-29T17:15:00.000-07:00

It's 8:16am, just got home.
I'm super tired, shag.
& I'm low in mood.
Damn you Cassy.

Tell yourself to believe.
Tell yourself to trust.
& Hopefully, everything will turn out right.
Off to washup & bed.
Goodbye

Arghs!

2009-05-28T11:01:00.001-07:00

Overall, I'm just someone who's not strong

Slept super "early" yesterday. Was playing Audition with some friends. Got super tired, went to bed, but managed to sleep only at 11am as my house was so darn noisy. I don't understand why I can't just have some peace even when I'm sleeping. Forget it. One of my cousin came over today. Ate dinner together & chatted random stuffs. She's an air stewardess! Haha, but it's only for awhile I guess. May meet her next week to go out or something. Again, Audi-ed till now, just went off. I need to get some sleep uh, slept 7hours only. Have to go out with Esther tomorrow ;) Alright, nothing much to update already. Shall end here uh. Byeeeeees <3

I'm trying to pretend that everything's okay.
I'm smiling & being random the whole time.

I want to tell you but those words won't fit.
When can I at least try to accept myself?

Some of you know that I'm not okay.
& Yeah, I'm not, but I'll be fine ;)

D;

2009-05-27T11:03:00.000-07:00

Not in the mood

Feeling damn bored now. Waiting for someone's reply since 6pm. Sigh. Anyway, have a video to share people. I was surfing youtube, came across this lol. It's a parody of Wonder Girls - Nobody. Enjoy. & More videos! Uber funny. ;)

Okay uh, I think I'm going back chiong Audition awhile. Bored! Byebai <3

Tired

2009-05-26T16:37:00.001-07:00

Just got home people! Ima go wash up & go to bed. It's like 7:37am. HAHAHAHA! Alright, will update tomorrow. Byebai ! <3

BLAH

2009-05-25T13:11:00.001-07:00

MEGAN FOX.. A MAN?!

Okay you guys so gotta see this. The leading female role of Transformers, Megan Fox is actually a man! She's a transsexual. It's so shocking lah! But she or rather, he, is still so pretty! ;)

CLICK HERE

Okay nothing much to blog already. Going out later. Ima go get ready! READ THE ARTICLE! Really, I hope it's some celebrity rumour. x.x

I've heard it all before.

Bored

2009-05-24T07:03:00.000-07:00

Where you are, is where I wanna be
Right next to you & you next to me

Take a little of your time
Watch this video

Woke up super late today. Anyway, Icy darling got a boyf already! He's name's Shawn. & To Shawn, don't bully her uh, or I'll castrate you. Make her cry, Ima let you eat my middle finger. HAHA! Last long you both. (: Okay kinda bored, sigh. Think I'm gonna Audi awhile. Really nothing much to say already. Sigh, guess Ima sleep early, kinda tired. Alright, remember to watch the video! Click on the handsome dog's picture, it'll link you there. ;D Byeeeee <3

Avalanche

Thinking of you

2009-05-23T10:11:00.000-07:00

All I wanted.

Sigh, to Someone, you can say whatever you want. But it doesn't make any difference to my life. Cos I don't see anything bad that I'm doing. Probably you have to stop being so childish & stop trying to insult me or people by MSN NICKS. Its utterly ridiculous. Really, you can say what you want. But you're like only talking to yourself cos I don't give a shit? I just read what you wrote, I think to myself, "Heh, again" & I carry on with my own stuffs not even thinking about it. You can continue to insult me after reading this but I don't care. & If you say it's your own mind, you can say whatever you want, then I think you have issues. Go consult a doctor, it may help. I've never once said anything bad about you on MSN. I feel, what for? But after what you said, I feel, it's because you're not even worth any words. Oh go ahead be pissed about this. Continue to insult me more. You should try opening a petition of ANTI-CASSY also. Idea right? HAHA. Honestly, I don't feel good writing stuffs about you. But I'm writing stuffs on how I feel about you. I never leaked any of your stuffs. But just stop being a kid, you're 17 soon. Then we're all 17 together. But who's the one having problems with us all the time? You.

How did us friends, turn out to be this way?
We still treat you as a sister.
But do you?

I need an answer.

2009-05-22T09:30:00.000-07:00

All better

Hey people, I'm all better! ;) I have no fever, no flu, just a slight cough. Haha, thanks those who showed concern! Okay, gonna blog a quick one I guess.

Monday
Got sick, whatever. Edited post.

Faith. Hope. Trust. Love.

Fever

2009-05-21T03:13:00.000-07:00

Having high fever now.
Will update when I feel better.

I wanna get better real soon!

Blaaaaaaaahs

2009-05-17T11:13:00.000-07:00

The heart has reasons
that the mind has no knowledge of.

Random day ;)

;D

2009-05-16T12:54:00.001-07:00

Scar-ed

Something happened but I don't & won't say. I'm just stupid. HAHA. No point saying anything as it already happened & it's over.

Went out on Friday with Maple peeps, Weijie, Yongwei, Sebas, Rance, Chris, Yikai, Kenny, Carol & Alison. Met Alison, my cousin, around 8pm & cabbed down to Bugis. Met up with the rest & joined them for steamboat. It was really fun & dinner. Everyone disturbed each other, jokingly quarrell & KENNY STILL OWES ME MARTELL! After dinner, headed to Arcade & as usual, the boys play & play. Headed to Illuma to see if there's any movie. Decided to watch Angels & Demons. It's a really nice show for most. I got every part of it! Carol & Rance couldn't join us though. So left the 8 of us. After movie, we had to exit by stairs. I tripped over the stairs & I sprained abit of my ankle! D; Then walked to Parklane mall for LAN. Wanted to Audi but Alison & Sebas couldn't load it. So me, Alison, Sebas & Weijie played L4D. We tried the new mode, Survivor mode. Kinda hard la, 2 Smokers, 2 Hunters, piangs = = . Then played Campaign. Dc-ed halfway & we headed to CS. Kenny, Yongwei, Yikai & Chris joined us after or between their Dota match. Super funny, I clear team eh! Pro right, HAHA! At 6am, we decided to go home. So me, Alison, Sebas & Weijie shared cab. Once home, washed up & sleep!

Today, did nothing much. Supposingly meeting Troy & Peon. But I was kinda tired also, still sick, having fever & headaches. So didn't went out. Sorry both! Anw, just played Audi, watch Dvd & more Audi with H♥. Waiting for him to be home & Ima sleep ;) . Alright, ending here. Byeeeeee!

Problematic

2009-05-13T12:18:00.000-07:00

Troubled

Sigh, I hate problems man, why my life so problematic want?! Kanasai, can I just press a STOP button, & then REWIND everything back where I was sooooooo happy & problem free. Argh, family problems, friend problems, school problems. & Just when everything seems to be getting better, GUY PROBLEMS. Wahlau I want bang wall already can? I don't want boyf, but I don't want lose those after me? Aiya, I also don't know anything. Tomorrow onwards, LOOOOOONG & TIRING DAYS AHEAD. Okay uh, nights. T.T

If only life was a game.
I would restart my life,
Without a thought.

Memories

2009-05-11T13:30:00.000-07:00

Memories

Deleted post. Don't want people to get upset & worry again. I'm fine. ;)

Okay enough emo-ing. Very bored ah, did nothing, everyday home, comp, eat, sleep. Zzz. Audi-ed with my Audi Cpl today, but like awhile nia. Then Audi with Troy one round! He went off D; . & With Melting! ;D . He pei-ed me sooooo long lahs. Thanks uh. Then with AHJIE! Omgawd I miss him manzxzxz, like really alot lah! T______T . He called me, then very long never hear his voice sia. Lol. Anyway, time to sleep! Oh, & watch the videos below! HAHA, nights.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO
ESTHER ;)
&
YONGWEI ;)

LOL

2009-05-09T23:42:00.000-07:00

It's Peanut Butter Jelly Time!

Haha! Just a short update with videos I found. Enjoy!

I couldn't get the link for this. MUST WATCH!
CLICK HERE TO DIRECT TO YOUTUBE

;D

2009-05-08T07:32:00.000-07:00

Heavenly Days

Woah, I woke up like 7pm plus today! Super tired, rushed & got ready. Bro came back already! It was super funny when he saw Lexas.

Zen: *Points at Lexas* , "Eh, what happen to him?!" *Laughs* , "Lexas you so cute!" .

LOL, evil right he. Okay, passed Jo some of her stuffs back. Esther came to collect for her. Chatted awhile. I want things to be okay. But I don't know who to trust anymore. Lol. Anyway, super bored now lahs. I want play WoW! WJ's playing WoW already! Weeeeeeeets. I'll be playing back next Monday. Bro's gonna buy me Wrath of the Lich King! Sweet <3 . Okay uh, I go Audi awhile. Loves.

If the mind, keeps thinking you've had enough.
But the heart, keeps telling you don't give up.

Bored

2009-05-06T09:35:00.000-07:00

I'm somehow better

Hey peeps, somehow better even though nothing's really solved. Still got some stuff haven't even started = = . Anyway, woke up real late. Around 6pm. Saw Dad's message telling me get ready by 7pm to bring Lexas to the vet. He's so poor thing la. The vet says he has a HotSpot. Go google it up. I'll upload the pictures tomorrow. Than he has to wear this cone thing. He looks like a doggy satellite. He just took it off, went to put back for him. He hates it luh. They have to shave his infected part of the fur. It's red & bleeding. Wahlau heart pain. Okay, I kinda bored so I'm gonna up load a picture of the make up I'm using, price, etc. I know, LAMEEEEE. But girls are into make up what. So for my friends, this are highly recommended! All for Normal to Oily/sensitive skin. But first, for me I don't have any reactions after using them. But everyone's skin is different, so if you break out or so, don't hoot me ah! =x

1. Chanel Eyeliner White; $32
* Very easy to apply on & remove. ;D

2. MAC Prep+Prime Make-up Base; $39
* After applying, your skin feels 80% smoother.
* Putting on your make up is much easier!

3. Dior Waterproof Eyeliner Black; $32
* Comes with smudge sponge & sharperner.
* Long lasting.

4. Maybelline Angelfit 2-Way Foundation; Below $30 & around $16 for Refill
* For me I use with Angelfit Liquid Foundation, but use just abit!
* If your skin is perfect, can just apply w/o anything.
* If your skin has scars of acne, use with concealer or Liquid.
* So far my skin is okay with it, but I wanna change to Pur Minerals. Cannot buy in Singapore! D:

5. Maybelline Cat Eyes Mascarra; Below $30
* Use after curling your lashes.
* Your lashes will really stand out if applied properly.

6. MAC StudioFix concealer; $27
* Just a little dap & it covers your scars, dark circles, etc.
* Easy to apply & long lasting.

7. Dior 5 Couleurs Eye-shadow; $86 or $90+, below $100.
- It's my Mum's & I'm sharing it with her.
* If you like exploring your eyes, buy this & do wonders with it! ;D

For Toner & Moisturizer, I'm using MAC light Toner & ZA Moisturizer. Make up remover I'm using MAC & Cleanser I'm user Avene (Recommended for sensitive skin!) . I'll get the details & post on the next update. Hope it helps some of you. Many loves!

Lol.

2009-05-05T08:35:00.000-07:00

Fuck this year

Friend
You said I was bothering you, your boyf & family. Why not know the truth then insult me? Your mum was worried so I helped to find you. & I knew you were at your boyf's house so I called him. & I was so right. But I didn't call back to your house as it was late. I called your boyf to tell him to tell you that I want go pass your stuff back to you at your house, he couldn't really tell you so I had to try to get you on the phone. You guys made me wait so I waited, then you hanged my call. I called back, no one answered. Next day, your mum came down my house to pass my dad something. My dad wasn't home so I had to entertain her. She asked to come in I said sure. Then she just told me pass a message to my dad. As I send her out, she asked what happened to me & you. I told her I don't know as I didn't want your mum to know. But she insisted, I just said, "Misunderstanding over make up I THINK" . I didn't said it was the main reason. Today I asked if you were going school tomorrow, you ignored me. But when people talk to you, you replied them. My mum asked me to call her just now. I wondered why. She told me she talked to you. I was like what the fuck? I even asked her why did she call. She ignored me & told me she tried talking to you awhile. She said you told her you had your reasons for not saying or something like that. You said I was bothering you. & Said I threatened to kill myself? I thought I only said, "I don't feel like living anymore". Not, "Goodbye, I'm gonna die" . You're my friend. Not my lover. Then at a point she was fed up. So she just asked if you were willing to give up the friendship. You said, "Maybe" . Then she hanged your call, she was too disappointed. She told me she wasn't angry with you. But sad & disappointed. When I knew this, I cracked. At the last line, I cracked. I held back my tears. What's the point of our friendship? What did you actually treated me as? For me, I've always treated you as my real sister. We were even closer than that. People who don't know us say stuffs about us. Yet we helped each other. We knew each other inside out. But I guess only till that extend. I don't know what you're thinking anymore. I've been giving in over & over again. I've never once said, "Fuck off, you're irritating" . Cos I've never felt like this about you before. After what happened, I could have go around getting sympathy like some people we know does. But what's the point? You're my friend, my sister. You know I'd never do anything to hurt you intentionally.

I don't know our problem is now. You refuse to tell anyone, refuse to solve it. I wonder, are you just using that as an excuse to end the friendship? Or did I did something to made you so upset & pissed till that extend that you refuse to tell anyone? There're so many options & I don't know which is true & which is not. I'm not even angry with you till now. But I've reached that point where I can no longer say anything to try to explain to you as you won't listen. You said you wanna be left alone. Yeah, I'll fuck out of your life. Thats what you want. I remember five of us, slacking at 71 just doing random stuff. After sometime, it became to me & you. We did everything together. We tried many new things. Sharing make up, sharing clothes, bags, slippers, laptops, youtube videos, everything. But now you suddenlly said you may give up the friendship. I really don't know what to think or do anymore. Maybe, we really need some alone time. I don't know how long. But I just wish, that we'll be okay & get back to old times, hopefully with the other three too. Sigh, for now, this is where I'll stop.

People, don't push the blame here & there. We both have faults in this. Probably you guys don't understand, but no one is 100% at fault. Please, thanks.

Thanks BENJAMIN, Jonathan & Kenny for cheering me up.
Thanks Esther for helping us but I guess for now there's no point.
Sora bro, we may soon not be friends anymore, but we still love you for sure!
& Thanks everyone who cared, I'll get better.
& to Boyf, sorry but I may have to let us go. ):

You walked away from the one person
who never left your side.

;o

2009-05-03T14:09:00.000-07:00

Boring boring boring

Guess what I've been doing? Playing The Sims 2. How pathetic right? LOL. Totally nothing better else to do. It's like 5:10am & I'm still up playing! Rofl, Bro going Cambodia soon ler, think he's at Airport now. Some school stuff. Take care okay! Anyway, no nothing's been settled. I also don't know why, very hard meh? Lol. I feel like saying lots of stuffs. But uh, I'm not so bad till that extend, so.. whatever. HAHA.

Jonathan, Metal sucks okay! & Enjoy your now life in Army ^^ .

Uhh, really nothing to update.
Bye.

A month.

2009-04-29T10:53:00.000-07:00

It's been a Month.

Baby, we hit a Month ler. Sorry that I'm not in the happy mood. But I'll still meet up with you later okay? Love ya.

& To Someone who's one of the most important person in my life, really sorry if I upsetted you. I just wanna clear the misunderstanding. Friends, I don't wanna explain anything. I wanna solve it myself as I don't want things to become bigger & worsen. Sorry & thanks for everyone's concern. Love you all (: .

& By the way, some stuff girls can do better than boys. Check it out. ;D

I've had enough.

2009-04-28T00:33:00.000-07:00

To drown in my tears

I never wanted to update. But suddenlly, I'm getting alot of problems. I feel vexed, stress & always wanting to cry. The least I want is a quarrell from a best friend. My best sister. I don't wanna elaborate. & This bloody school of mine, suddenlly come tell me switch places? From Dhoby to Bukit Merah. It takes even further for us to get to school lah. Fuck you man. Then my family, how to make them happy if I'm like this? My relationship, we're hitting a month this Thursday. But I don't feel happy at all. Baby, I really don't wish to hurt you. Whatever I say, however I explain, you'll never understand. You keep asking & asking & gets me damn fed up & pissed. I sometimes just wanna off my phone. I don't know how to work this relationship anymore. & Yeah, I guess I'm giving up. I don't wanna fall back into depression but I feel so damn hurt. & The worst thing is, I don't know why. Now, I really wished I would die. I do things without knowing that I'm doing it. I say things that would hurt people. Hurt people who love me, people who care.

I can't turn to anyone now. I wanna turn to Jo. But we're kinda having abit of problems. Who else can I turn to? Turn to boyf, he only ask me relax relax & it won't help. I can't turn to my parents or brother. Now only, I'm telling Kenny everything. If he really can't help, I really don't know who else to turn to already. Everything's fucking me up. I became so weak, so fragile. & Really, I don't know why, life's fucking me up.

Goodbye.

Growing older ):

2009-04-17T06:27:00.000-07:00

Few hours to my Birthday!

Like the title said, few hours to my Birthday! Hahaha, well, I'm throwing a party. Hopefully everyone will enjoy & there'll be no troubles. (: . Oh well, we'll see after tomorrow!

Alright, Jo came my house at like 9:30AM. Baby suddenlly message me say he & his friend coming my place find us. So damn rush laa. Then bathed, make up & met them. They left at 11:30AM. Me & Jo left house after 1PM to go YioChuKang MRT. Waited for the person Jo ordered clothes from. She got a Birthday Present for me. Printed out shirt, "I ♥ CASSY" . I'll be wearing it tomorrow! Love you sister! Then Baby met us at 2:30PM. We wanted to go AMK Hub. But lazy, so we went back to CCK. Slacked awhile, then around 5PM+ we went to Lot1 to buy some stuffs. Baby went off at 6:30PM, me & Jo bought drinks for tomorrow & sushi for my dinner! Headed home, ate, washed up & now TV! Okay Ima end here, update on my Birthday tomorrow! See all of you who are coming okay! Love love Baby & everyone! <3

=/

2009-04-16T09:36:00.000-07:00

I just wanna run away

I don't know whats been going on with me. I'm feeling so vexed that it gets so hard to breathe. Family, school, life. I hate coming home, seeing people quarrelling, argueing & fighting. I hate coming home, seeing someone giving a black face & feeling stress too. I hate coming home to emptiness. I don't deserve to be my parent's daughter. I've disappointted them too much that I don't even dare to face them anymore. I quitted school many times, I told my dad this time I wanna study, then get good grades, then go overseas to complete my studies. In the end what the fuck did I do? I skipped school for 3 weeks already. I cry every night in my sleep. Telling you guys in my heart I'm really sorry. See I don't even fucking dare face my parents & tell them straight in the face. I don't wanna upset them. Yeah you guys will tell me if I don't wanna upset them then go to school, be a good girl & study my ass off. BUT I CAN'T FUCKING DO THAT. Cos it'll be lying to them & myself. I wish I was those smart-pretty-rich ass type of girl. But I ain't & life isn't that easy. Sigh, I'm afraid of going back to depression again. I feel like I'm going back in it. I don't want it. I feel tortured, pain & so much sadness that I don't even know why I was sad for.

Those who asked if I was alright, I told you I was. In fact, I'm not. I'm just putting up a strong front cos I didn't want you all to worry. You guys thought it was my relationship that gets me into this state. I assure you, it's not. My relationship with Baby is fine. It's just me. & I can never be a good girlfriend to him too. I don't wish to hurt him, I really don't want it to happen.

Sigh, I feel like crying my heart out again. Birthday's coming. Huh, wow.

Zzz

2009-04-15T06:10:00.000-07:00

I've got alot on my mind.

FUUUUUUUCK
STRESS
IRRITATED
SCREWED
ANGER
MOODLESS

Sigh, goodbye.

Bored

2009-04-12T02:40:00.001-07:00

Fucking bored.
QUIZ TIME!

TEN ARE YOURS.
Are you single?
- No
Are you happy?
- Kinda
Are you bored?
- Yups.
Are you fair?
- I selfish. LOL
Are you italian?
- Nooooooo = =
Are you intelligent?
- I have no brains
Are you nice?
- Ask people, not me.
Are you irish?
- Nooooooo
Are you asian?
- Yeah

FACTS.
Full name
- Cassy
Nicknames
- I don't know eh.
Birthplace
- Singapore
Hair Color
- Copper Brown
Natural hair style
- Straight, a little wave.
Birthday
- 18 April 1992
Mood
- Fine.
Favorite Colors
- Exclude those I don't like.
One place you would like to visit
- Canada.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
Have you ever been in love?
- Yups.
Do you believe love in first sight?
- Not really.
Do you currently have a crush?
- Er, no.
Have you ever broken anyone's heart?
- Yeah.
Have you ever been hurt emotionally?
- Hell yes.
Have you ever had your heart broken?
- HELL HELL YES.
Have you ever liked anyone but is afraid of telling them?
- Yeah.
Are you afraid of commitment?
- Yup, very.
Who was the last person you hug?
- My hubby!
Love or lust?
- Love.
Hard liquor or beer?
- Hard liquor.
Cats or dogs?
- Dogs
A few best friends or any regular friends?
- Yup, Jo!
Creamy or crunchy?
- Crunchy.
Pen or pencil?
- Pen
Wild night or romantic night?
- Wild night
Money or happiness?
- Both :x
Night or day?
- Night
IM or phone?
- Phone.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER.
Been caught sneeking out?
- Yup.
Seen a polar bear?
- At the Zoo ;o
Done something you regret?
- Yeah.
Bungee jump?
- No way.
Eaten food that fell onto the floor?
- I guess.
Finished an entire jaw breaker?
- Yeah.
Been caught naked?
- No = =
Wanted an e bf/gf back?
- I did.
Cried because you lost a pet?
- Yeah.
Wanted to disappear?
- Long time ago.

TEN PREFERRENCES IN PARTNER.
Smiles or eyes?
- Both <3
Light or dark hair?
- Middle.
Huggs or kisses?
- Both <3
Shorter or taller?
- Taller .
Intelligence or attraction?
- Middle.
Topman or Zara?
- Topman
Funny or serious?
- Different things at different times.
Older or younger?
- Older
Outgoing or quiet?
- Outgoing.
Sweet or bad?
- Sweet

AND BAD TEN HAVE YOU.
Ever performed infront of a large crowd?
- No
Ever talked on the phone for more than 1hour?
- Yeah
Ever tried walking on your hands?
- No = =
Ever been to a rock concert?
- Nooooo
Ever been on a cheerleading team?
- Nooooo
Ever been on a dance team?
- Nooooo
Ever been on a sports team?
- Yeah.
Ever been in a drama play/production?
- Yeah
Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Exscalade, Hummer or Bently?
- Nope, Jaguar only :D
Ever been in a rap video?
- Zzz, no.
Last phone call you made?
- Hubby
Last person you hugged?
- Hubby
Last person you hang out with?
- Hubby, Jo & MK
Last time you worked?
- 2years ago
Last person you talked to?
- Mum
Last person you IM'd to?
- Sora
Last person you texted to?
- Hubby
Last person you went to the movie with?
- Hubby, Jo & MK
Last persons/things you missed?
- Hubby!
Last website visited?
- Blog = =

:D

2009-04-09T09:09:00.000-07:00

Nothing can describe how much love,
I gave for you.

A pretty short post, as I needa sleep. If not Baby sure kp me. =/ . Eh, didn't go school again, whole week ler. Jo came over in morning, Baby came over find us in afternoon. He went to find his friends at 4pm++, so Jo & I watched Youtube! Found many many interesting videos, I'm so gonna upload them on the next post! Sad one, happy one, weird one. ._____. . Okay, Baby finding me later in the morning. He's gonna hug me to sleep! Who ask him tio probation, cannot stay my place. My Dad & girlf overseas sial! I incharge of house :D . Only trouble is my Maid & Grandma can't get along. Many complains since Wednesday already. Pek chek. Hmm, alrights off to bed, videos tomorrow! Loveeeeeeeees!

Ranttttttttttttt

2009-04-08T05:57:00.000-07:00

Nothing else matters,
When you're with me.

Sup all! Okay, yesterday Jo came my place morning as we never go school. Afternoon, I bathed & got ready, cabbed down to Yishun find Baby. Walan, bluff me say cut botak. In the end also never cut lah. Bluff me some more, good lah Baby. = = . Walked around in North Point, decided to go eat, then it started raining. & Ah, he still smoke so much. By my birthday better cut down to 3 ah.. Walked in blocks, went to pet stores & played with some puppies. I find that the dogs there abit no space luh. I saw one standard Poodle in a small cage. Wtfuck? Then went back North Point, walked around, bus-ed down to MYCS. Baby need find his P.O . I wait outside till can die. Saw an old friend. :D . Chatted with her till Baby came out, then bus-ed home. He send me home again. I feel bad luh, he stay so far still want send. = = . At home, dinner & chatted with Baby till sleep.

Jo woke me up for school today, I tricked her, telling her I didn't wanna go school. Then can see she abit pek chek so just told her that I was joking. HAHA sis! =x . After getting ready, Jo said she didn't feel like going. So I was okay with it & we went Jurong Point to catch a movie. Went KFC to eat our so-called branch, then headed to movie. Watched 12 Rounds, I so recommend the show lah, 4/5 ! :D . Must watch okay! After movie, train-ed home, washed up & went to Jo's house. Watched a dvd & went back home for dinner. Very boring nowadays, I miss Baby. Friday then can see him. He's coming over my place! <3 . Alright I think I'd better reply his messages. Nights all (:

imy

2009-04-06T07:57:00.000-07:00

I feel like saying,

I miss baby..

Was too lazy to update, but shall update a little bit! Saturday, went out to CityHall with Jo, MK, Baby & baby's friends. But only the four of us went for lunch at Sakae Sushi. I tell you ah, I SAW SECKIE & CHANT! I jitao, "JOJOJOJOJO! IT'S SECK!" . Rofl, like idiot right. Then stack the plates till me & Jo cannot see each other's face. Went Marina Square to see if there's any movie to catch. But all timings full for Fast & Furious 4. So mum helped me check for Lido's timings. There were seats! Mum booked for us online & we headed over. Slacked awhile, movie & dinner after that. I got really pissed with 4 fucking morons who hogged the table like nobody's business. I mean, if they were eating or at least one of them was eating, I nothing to say. Cb, over there playing cards. Some more already see us finding table still can laugh. Laugh fuck lah. Baby & MK didn't want me & Jo to do anything. So we don't give a fuck, waste time anyway. Then eat, & went home already.

Didn't do anything on Sunday.

Today, skipped school as I was not well. Jo came to my place at 8:10am to make up. I talked to her & she went off to school. Went to bathe & met Baby outside Condo then went Lot1 to eat. He eat only lah, I no appetite. Kope abit here & there only. =x . Then went back to my place, went inside room & dotdotdot. (Not what you're thinking) . Then he hug me sleep abit, then cabbed down to Dhoby to fetch Jo from school. She was eating at LJS. Then bus-ed back & bought food for Grandma. See I so nice right.. Three of us train-ed to Clementi, went Mum's house to feed Meow & train-ed to Tiong Baru Plaza. Walked around, met up with my Mum & had dinner at this steamboat place. Forgot the name, nb, eat halfway, black out sia. LOL. Me & Jo shouted, "WOAHHHHHH! ROMANTIC!" . Really abit hard to eat =x . After dinner, Mum went off first, me & Jo pei Baby to Outram, Baby hug & kiss me then go off ler. Jo & I train back to Cck & now, blogging! Waiting Baby's call. Count money siaaaaaaa. Hahahaha! Okay, post a "little" already. Many loves <3

A day out.

2009-04-02T09:35:00.000-07:00

Jo woke me up at like 6:59am! She called me telling me she was going to school. LOL. I wasn't going though, didn't have the mood for anything =/ . Okay, called Baby at 10am, woke him up & he came over to my place. Met him at Cck mrt, went 302 help grandma buy lunch. Used my lappy awhile & decided to cab over to Mum's place. Mum saw him already! Hahahaha! Went for lunch & crapped. Mum told me to treat Baby nicer, she said he's a nice guy! Haha, she likes him, *YAYYYYYY* . Then slacked at Mum's place awhile, me & Baby decided to go to the new shopping mall at Clementi. It's super small I swear. Finally can hold Baby's hand & get his hug without Mum around. =x . Got bored & decided to go back Cck. Walked around at Lot1 & supposingly meeting Jo. But she said she has to buy clothes so nevermind. Baby walked me to my Condo, my block & before parting, he asked, "You don't want hug ah? *Grins*" Omfg I love it when he grins! He looks super hot! xD . Then I went over & recieved a big, warm, long hug. Then Baby kissed my forehead few times, then parted. I love him alot laa! (: . Alright, as usual, on phone with him now. Gonna sleep pretty soon. Nights <3

Quiz!

Who was your last text from?
Baby!

Where was your default picture taken?
Neoprint

Your relationship status?
Belonging only to James.

Have you ever lost a close friend?
Guess so.

What is your current mood?
Normal.

How many siblings do you have?
One younger brother.

What’s your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Zen.

Where do you wish you were right now?
Canada.

Have a crazy side?
YUP! :D

Ever had a near death experience?
Few years back.

Something you do a lot?
Spend time with Baby & Sis!

Angry at anyone?
Nope.

What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
I already have him.

When was the last time you cried?
Not sure.

Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yeah.

What you think about when you are falling asleep?
Baby's smile.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
On phone with boyf now.

What is your favorite song?
Thinking of you - Katy Perry

What are you doing right now?
Blogging.

Who do you trust right now?
People I love.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Don't know.

Have you kissed someone in the past week?
No, only him kissing me =x

Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Jo!

Describe your life in one word?
Surprises.

Who are you thinking of right now?
Baby.

What should you be doing right now?
Sleeping.

What are you listening to?
None.

Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Baby!

Who was the last person who yelled at you?
No one.

Do you act differently around the person you like?
I love being myself in character.

What is your natural hair color?
Black.

Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Baby.

Who was the last person to make you sad?
No one.

What do you hear?
Baby's voice.

Is your hair curly or straight?
Normal.

Has anyone ever called you “scrumptious” before?
No.

Do you have a best friend?
Yeap!

Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Just did.

Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
:D !

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yeah =x

Are you happy with life right now?
I'm living right now, so..

Are you currently jealous?
No.

What jewelry are you currently wearing?
Black bands.

What were you doing on Friday night?
It's friday morning, 1:06am.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeah, many times.

Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Yeah.

Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now?
Not really.

What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Face.

How late did you stay up last night and why?
1:30am, on phone with Baby. (:

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Yeah.

<3

2009-04-01T07:27:00.000-07:00

Loveeeeeee baby!

Once again, didn't go to school. HAHAHAHA! Met Jo at my place around 9am or so. Called Baby told him to wake up cos we want to meet early. Okay laa, very good laa you, tired still wake up. :D . Then bus-ed down to PS & waited for him there. Met up & he lost this "bet" we made. So I was suppose to take a super hot guy's number. But I didn't take any in the end. Cos only love Baby what :D . Then went LAN, wanted to Papu, but didn't do the quest. So went to L4D instead. Was feeling super unwell today ): . Kept feeling like vomitting & Baby & Sis kept saying I pregnant. Evil righttttt! Then around 3plus we went to eat at Pizza Hut. I no appetite laa = = . Keep lying on Baby's shoulder, too tired already. Then I took snap shots of him. He smiled for me! HAHA! Then walked around, slacked & went back at 7pm. Oh, I got emo today. Sorry for Jo & Baby to tolerate me. Thinking too much. Baby said things that made me think less. He said, "I love you very much lah!" . Heh then I was okay ler. I love you alot too.

Meeting Baby tomorrow & maybe Jo for a lunch date with my MUM! Yeah, my mum! She knows already! Haha. Hopefully, everything will turn out fine. Okay laa, I on phone with Baby now. Blog tomorrow!

I love you (:

Lalalala

2009-03-31T01:57:00.000-07:00

I hate going to school
Idiooooooot!

Firstly, Happy Birthday to Lexas! LOL. My huge golden who think he's still a puppy!

Okay, I'm so bored at home. Didn't go school again today. Found out that Yujie didn't go too & Glenn maybe. Hahahaha. Wanted find out if teacher got backstab us. =x . Joking uh.. I think Jo's still sleeping? Very long already sia. I want tell her plans for tomorrow ): . I can't sleep so long one eh. I will keep waking up. Then very fan. Ish, Baby off-ed his phone just now. Make till I want call him also cannot. Sian. But on already, he texted ma already. Edited a little of my profile.. Haha. Oh, saw Benjamin's blog. Aiyo, relax laa, I won't smack my head one. Don't worry! :D . & I don't wanna wake you up anymore. Won't wake up one! x.x .

Okay think that's all already. Never go out, sure nothing to blog. Lol. Tomorrow sure must go school already. Meeting Baby after school tomorrow with Jo. I want L4D! <3

I love.

2009-03-30T06:33:00.000-07:00

30/03/09
I love you.

Skipped school today! I didn't sleep for like 33 Hours already! Feeling so tired now. Okay, went to Lot1 Mc'Donalds to eat breakfast. Couldn't finish my burger ): . After done, went to ATM to transfer $180 to a friend. Bought some gold for WoW. Got my bro's share too, so don't nag peeps! Hahahaha! Then MRT-ed over to Vivo. Caught a movie, Detroit Metal City. This show is a MUST WATCH. It's super funny yet a nice story line. Only thing I hate; the metal music. D: . After show, James, my now boyf, & his friends met us at Vivo. Went Mc'Donalds to eat their lunch. Me & Jo crapped. Haha. Slacked, went to Toy'r'us & played around. Then headed over to Pet Lovers' Centre to buy something for Lexas. It's his birthday tomorrow! He'll turn 4 (28 in human years). Gahhh, still behaving like my little puppy. Haha. After that went to Daisoh as they wanted to get some stuffs. Me & Jo waited outside as we were really tired. Hahahaha! Then, they sent us off to MRT as we had to eat our dinners at home. Then texted James & that's when it all happened. :D . Alright, see you! <3

Baby, I want to treasure this relationship we have.
No matter how long or short, I want us to be happy.
Love you many many!

o.o ~

2009-03-29T09:21:00.000-07:00

Cos in your eyes I want to stay..
I don't know whats love anymore.

Okay I'm so getting lazy to blog. Well, Thursday was my brother's birthday. Nothing much 'cept dinner & a normal day. Rofl. Friday, met up with Maple peeps for steamboat dinner. :D . We were all late though. Jo & I met up with Sebas at Cck mrt. Trained over to Bugis where we met Sora & his friend outside BGKing. Talked awhile, his friend went off & we went to find the steamboat place. WJ couldn't come in the end cos he went to find SOMEONE. We all got pissed off with him, but in the end, he's our brother. We're okay already by the way. Okay back to topic. Went to the wrong side & walked back to Bugis = = . Met up with Carol & found the place. Took our seats & they ordered food first while waiting for Denver & Rance. Walao super hungry you know. Bobian just eat first laa.

After dinner, slacked awhile then everyone went home. Was short but kinda fun still though. Hahahaha! Reached Cck, me & Jo said our byes to Sebas & Carol & headed to Condo. I was on phone with James & was literally scolding him 'cos he went to find trouble. It wasn't his fault laa, but, don't want him tio anything already. Probation enough ler, want add more thing = = . Then kup already, I told Jo wanted to slack awhile, so headed to 71 & we saw BLACK! Zack was there too. Omgawd 's been a long time since we saw Black. We slacked, talked about random stuffs & Josh & Felicia came to join us around 2am or so. Chatted awhile & Jo, Black & I decided to go play L4D. Went home, washed up, changed & off to lan! I swear, Limbang lan sucks laa! MK joined us & after like 1 round, Jo said she was tired, so we went home & Black wanted to stay. Home, slept like a pig. :D

Saturday & Sunday always the same. Mum's house, play com, DVD, play com. Hahahaha! Sunday back at Cck. Alright Ima continue with WoW. See you <3

OH! I just found out that James has a tattoo. LOL! ♥

Happy Birthday Bro!

2009-03-25T13:03:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to Zen!
My beloved blood-related bro.

Okay, I have so many things I wanna say. But I'm too lazy to update now. It's 4am! I gotta go sleep. Perhaps when I'm free tomorrow after I stop leveling in WoW. I'm only 61. Stuck already! Gotta celebrate my brother's birthday later on. Going out for dinner! (: . & Dad will have a new car today! Jaguar Luxury Sports. Muahahaha! Arghs, having bloody headaches. My birthday chalet thing not really coming along. Oh well, only tomorrow then can know. Hmm, okay see you all. (:

Upcoming events;
-Bro's birthday
-Friday steamboat
-School re-open
-Random stuffs
-My birthday =/

Chalet + Sentosa trip

2009-03-19T20:16:00.000-07:00

Friends are always the best.
Loveeeeee them!

Chalet
Hello :D . I'm gonna blog about 2 occasions & uploading many many pictures okay? Hehs, skipped school on Tuesday. Couldn't wake up, but oh well. At around 4pm, met up with Jo & went to Lot1. Bought this super cute stuffs for Connie as it was her birthday! Met up with Sora at Cityhall MRT & went to downtown east. Saw WJ & alot of other friends when we were buying drinks. We decided to walk together to the Chalet. There were already alot of people when we reached, passed our presents, slacked & talked. Loti was like intro-ing E world people to D world people(We're all Maplers!). Then D world to E world. He looked damn stupid I swear =x . It was kinda fun, then we saw Joshua, SJ & HB when we were going to Cheers. They got chalet also bo jio! But me & Jo went over find them awhile but didn't dare to go in. Then Mao & Bert decided to follow us back to our Chalet & slack awhile. Played card games & they were playing this game called, "Indian Poker" . It was freaking hilarious. Everyone did stupid things & were happy. Me, Jo & Sora went home shortly after. & here are the pictures!

WJ acting cool. =x

Denver, Tong & Sebas uhh, POSING!

It's Carolllllll!

The dudeeeeeees! I don't have the girl's. ):

& Birthday girl with her guy, YK!

Sentosa
Okay skipped school just for them! Met everyone at Siloso beach & played random ball games. The weather was okay, but then it got freaking hot! So most of the time, me & Carol were sitting down slacking. Jo & Sora kept playing soccer & oh, YiMei & her friend were there too! They were alone so we asked them to join us. Hmm, went off at 3PM. Changed & headed over to Vivo. Went for early dinner & went up to GV to see if there's any movie we could watch. Decided to watch Mall Cop & bought tickets. Oh, JJ & Queenie came to meet us too. We got extra ticket luh. Sora couldn't watch. ): . Then while waiting for JJ & Queenie, we went outside by the sea to slack. Everyone was like lying down on the big round chair & Carol actually slept! Haha, it was a damn nice feeling. Everyone relaxed & chatting together. Oh, my friend, James was at Vivo too. He saw me but I didn't see him. ): . He actually walked pass me! I only managed to see his back view. He was with friends though. Anyway, movie started at 730PM. We went in at 740 cos people went to smoke! =x . The movie was nice, but it was too short, 1Hour 10Mins. After Movie, everyone followed WJ to meet his girlf. Smokers smoked, we chatted & nothing much after. Went home as I gotta chiong for my show. =x . & Slept already! Next week hopefully will be organizing a steamboat. & Pictures for Sentosa!

You have to love Jo & Cassy! (:

Guys acting smexy.

Acting smexy again.. LOL.

Denver enjoying his fooooood.

Candid shot of Sora & Loti. :D

WJ, Sebas & Rance. :D

Carol & Mikyo!

Oh, my brother got an iPhone. My dad asked if I wanted I said NOOOOOOOOOOO. Lol. & afew random pictures. (:

Bro's iPhone

My condo looks pretty. :D

Lexas trying to act pityful.

Alrights, super long post eh. Byeeeeeeeee! (:

Bday bday!

2009-03-16T08:51:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday to Connie!
AKA Sugarpinks, many loveees!

-It's an early post cos I so gotta go. Sorry!-

Alright where to start. Did nothing much really. Hahahaha. I'm getting all confused & fucked up. Argh I'm feeling damn fan now uhs. Everything is coming back to me. Decide on this, decide on that. Let go, move on, hold on, forget it, act happy, be sad, feel angry, feel stress. Zzz. Anyway, I'll continue tomorrow bah.

Going Connie's chalet after school, of course, getting home first. It's her Birthday & I'm so gonna see everyone I've never seen in a long time! Maple peeps are loveeee okay! Nights all. (:

A new skin. A new me.

2009-03-11T08:51:00.000-07:00

A new skin.
A new me

Changed skin like finally! Hahahaha. Okay like nothing to write. Ohh, Bro's birthday is soooooooo coming up like few weeks. Many things to do this Month. Assignments, Connie's birthday chalet, Bro's birthday. Arghh, I wish life was simple & easy. Okay, went school today like finally. Did nothing but I kept playing games, surfing web etc. Boring uh school. Text James, a guy I met, text mum & dad. Rofl. Then met up with Sora brother for L4D! Lol, okay gotta go. Dad's nagging at him with his big tummy showing =x . Alright, nights. I'll update tomorrow.

Beeeeeeech!

2009-03-06T21:26:00.000-08:00

Untouched.

Okay I better update before someone starts nagging at me =x . Hmm, finally went to school yesterday. Walked in, diao-ed someone then sat behind. Lol = = . Joking, I'm too nice for that. (: . Okay, we got pissed of with the teacher. Halfway through out class she say, "We'll revise again cos some people missed school for quite sometime" . Obvious it was pointing to me & Jo uh. Then she walked over & infront of whole class point us out. We just gave her black face & I said we can't wake up, so never go school. She also nothing to say. Cos it was break time, we went out buy drink. & Jo started saying she doesn't like how she said us infront of everyone. I mean wtfuck, at least give us some face lah! Nabei, we used to like her. But after that, we thinking of changing course. Pissed of uh. Then was texting some guy I just knew, James, he told me relax, I told him I need dignity what. Then forget it, after class immediately went off.

Went for lunch at JustAsia. It was cheap & good :D . Recommended! The drinks & icecream are freeflow. After lunch, bus-ed home & brought Lexas out for a walk. He hasn't been out for sooooo long. He was super happy uh. Then brought him home cos the weather was too hot. I promise I'll bring him out again :D. Then Jo came over to my place & we watched Movies online! First movie was Quarantine(watching 2nd time), the story line still rocks my ass off. & Second movie was House Bunny, bloody hilarious. After movie, met MK at 71 & slacked. Went home around 11pm & I started feeling unwell. Rested awhile, & my bro passed me the dustbin cos I felt like vomiting. Washed up after I felt better & went to bed while bro was still using his com. Woah, once I lied down, I immediately felt like puking, so I turned to my side. Few minutes I vomited = = . I drink too much water already. Damn it. Okay felt better & slept.

Alright, Ima continue gaming. Meeting MK & Jo for Movie later.
Many many loveeeeees!

KE-RA-ZY!

2009-03-04T20:50:00.000-08:00

I want my life to be colourful.

Okokok, some people asked me to update. So yeah, update time! Didn't go to school today & yesterday. Me & Jo couldn't hear our alarms nowadays. So yeah, skipped. Went out with Sora bro yesterday though. Met up at 3PM at Dhoby Ghaut & went for Sakae :D . We ate like alot & super long lah. Near 2hours ? Lol, then after our "lunch", headed over to Parklane to play L4D. Complete all maps, Advanced mode in like 31-41mins each. Record 31mins okay! HAHAHAHA! With cheat lah. =x . Then went over to bunk walk one round. Then went arcade take stupid Neoprints. JUST FOR FUN ONLY. So I won't upload. ^^v . Then went Plaza to eat. & Someone called my name, I gostan then saw James! Lol, he went for movie or something and was with a friend. Miss those old times ): . Anyway, then we went Burger King for dinner. And then went home. It's always fun when there's Jo & Sora bro :D .

Ohh, 'v been playing WorldOfWarcraft. So anyone wanna join me? :D

And watching Pi Li MIT! Ya'll should watch, is super nice. Has XiaoGui, Guigui & Aaron Yan. Worth watching! (:

Okay, Ima go continue playing/watching. Byeeeeee all! I'll update with Karen Darl's quiz later!

Disgusting.

2009-02-25T07:21:00.001-08:00

Why are humans so cruel?

Read through some blogs and found some interesting articles. I'll post the link & you guys should really read it. (Not for the faint hearted). It made me pissed & go wtfuck. So did Jo. Copy & paste it in your internet browser.

http://www.francesfarmersrevenge.com/stuff/serialkillers/sagawa.htm
He really should die. Really. & Omfg, he calls himself a celebrity? PLEASE!

http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/world/asia/article4156285.ece
This guy, good that he's dead. I feel angry & sorry for those girls. They couldn't even reach their life as a Youth. Sigh.

Go read. I really don't know why there are even such people in the world. They should live in an alien planet where one day it will explodes and they can all die WITHOUT peace. They don't deserve to even live & are senseless. So what if their lives are bad? Doesn't mean they have to so called put their burden on those poor, innocent girls. Yeah, I pity their lives. I pity the girls more. Okay shall not make myself angry anymore. Time to sleep & tomorrow school & meet up with Sora Brother for L4D (: . Nights.

Everything's fine.

2009-02-24T06:59:00.000-08:00

Everything's okay now.
Our misunderstandings with Josh are settled.
Sorry Josh if I've said mean stuffs in my previous post.
Me & Jo still love you as a Brother :D .
& We five will always be together, we won't move to another clique!
Forever & ever friends, Cassy, Jo, Esther, Black & Josh. (:

I got mood already. Gonna finish off an episode of Pi Li MIT & off to bed. Nights!

Wow, friends.

2009-02-24T00:00:00.001-08:00

What hurts the most;
Was being so close.

Oh fucked up day I swear, it was okay at first, till afternoon when I read Esther's blog. See, Josh's birthday was last Saturday & guess what? ME & JO WEREN'T INVITED TO CELEBRATE. Rofl at that. & I messaged him at 12am on Saturday wishing him Happy Birthday & he didn't even reply to that. Not even a fucking "THANK YOU" . LOL. Oh, they had sooooo much fun there. Even some young peeps from our Condo was invited & we weren't? Now what, we're outcast? Don't even bother to invite us over. Ahhh, now I know what CHILDHOOD friends are. I thought it was suppose to be sharing everything together, caring & even liking each other as Bros&Sis. But to you, Josh, I think only Esther is your Sis huh? What are we to you? Strangers already uh. Okay, we haven't met for like I think more than half a year. Doesn't mean we don't miss hanging out with you guys. & Esther, you said they don't like Jo. What's there not to like when we haven't met for months! We felt twice the same way you felt few years back. It makes us fucking angry & fucking hurt when you all do this fucking shit. Me & Jo almost everyday were saying, "I miss the old times when we 5 were always together, that's the only good times I have with friends" . & Now this shit comes out & we just said, "Wtfuck? So that's how they see us uh? Fuck" .

We don't feel good saying that. We don't hate you. But more of disappointment. What happen to the time everyone was laughing together? We have ups & downs, but is it that bad till we're not even welcomed to the birthday? We're seriously pissed & hurt by this. But what more can we do then know you guys hate us, while we've been missing you. If our friendship ends here, would you guys be happy? I know I won't. Think, & Esther, get Josh to read this. All of you.

:D

2009-02-20T19:47:00.001-08:00

I can only wait for time to tell everything.

Yay! Weekends! No school & I can game. Hahahaha. Anyway, was quite a good day for me yesterday. Woke up like 730 to get ready for school as usual. Me & Jo went to topup her phone from ATM. & She like passed me notes so my wallet was kinda fat. Then I told her, "I feel rich!" , looked up & saw a super hot guy. LOL, he walked pass us, we went silent. Then started laughing. Bus-ed over to Dhoby for school & we're early! After school, we were suppose to meet James for lunch but he had to go somewhere. So we both headed over to Sakae & ate good food! After Sakae, we headed to Taka find Weijoon. Met up with him & omg, so long never see him already! He could recognise us still! Hahahaha. Accompanied him to Mac & he ate like ICECREAM for LUNCH. Wthells. ._____. . Then chatted till he went back to work, we went along too. Jo wanna see what phone she wants. Then went home shortly after. When we reached, packed my stuff & off to mum's house! Jo came too :D . We bought dinner for my Mum, Bro & ourselves. & Bought Ice-pops too! Yummmmmmmy. Then watched 28 Weeks Later. The show is freaking nice uh. Waited for MK to pick Jo, & it was already 12. Then off to bed for me. (: .

Alright, gonna end here, wanna play my game :D . Loveeeeeeeees.

._____.

2009-02-18T07:22:00.000-08:00

& It keeps repeating over & over

Argh, I'm like so freaking tired now. Been a tough week for me. Ups & downs & things just keep repeating over again through out my life. I'm sick of it luh. But I'm okay, I knew I would be & I really am already. Hahahaha.

Okay, so school started. Woke up like real early, around 7:30am. Jo woked me, & we chatted awhile till I was wide awake. Then off to bathe & get ready. Reached school around 10am, & settle some stuffs. The staff led me & Jo to the IT room which will be our classroom. So we kinda walk pass this other class, don't know what they were teaching, but two guys caught my eye! HAHAHAHA! Didn't really see though, Jo saw & said one of them was kinda cute. She didn't see the other one. Oh well, I'm starting to like the school. LOL at that. Joking.. So studied but couldn't really concentrate as I was having a headache. So after school, we headed over LJS to eat. After luch, head to Parklane to play LAN. L4D ! =x . Played three maps & we cabbed home. Jo came over my place till like 11pm(She just left before I wrote this). & Yeah, blogging & chatting on MSN. Life is boring. I needa find time to chiong WOW! T.T .

Guess I'm heading to mum's place after school tomorrow. Been awhile since I saw her. Alright Ima go sleep. Nights people & loves many many!

:D

2009-02-13T01:12:00.001-08:00

I'm happy happy & happy!

Whassupppppp! Very lazy blog already eh. Scared I'll go MIA again. Hahahaha! Anyway, I shall blog about 2 days.

Wednesday
Woke up like 9:30am cos my house was too freaking noisy! Then used lappy just for awhile & went to get ready as me & Jo were going to cut our fringes. After cutting hair, met up with Weijie & JP. Walked around & went to this bookstore. Found some interested horror books! :D . & Soms super lame ones! Then met JL & arcade, went to Thai Express for our dinner when Sora came. We ate, talked, slacked till around 10 & we decided to go home. Then tadah! Sleeping time! (: . I miss you all alot! Hardly go out anymore. ): .

Thursday
Met Jaden at 5pm at Marina Square. I almost couldn't find him. x.x . Then we went to GV to see what movie wanna watch. He watched the Benjamin Button one already! T_T . So we decided watch Bride Wars. Waiting for time, we walked around & I bought this pretty necklace! Very cheap though, hahahaha. Went for movie at 7:35pm. Super cold lah! After movie, headed to Kenny Rogers to eat our dinner. My so-called dinner. Headed out to find something to do, but just sat & talk. Around 11pm he said to walk to Dhoby. Then slacked there till 3am, I went home, he go find friend. Then home is sleeeeeeeep already! =x .

Okay nothing much already. Life is boring (: . Hahahaha, I'm at home doing like nothing now. Sigh, bored bored bored. May meet Jaden later, then I can get out of this boring house! Alright, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. <3

All okay.

2009-02-10T22:12:00.001-08:00

I'm alright, finally.

So.. I'm okay now, actually, I've been okay all the while. I've never liked him, I wanted to.. But I couldn't. Hahahaha. So I'm fine, for now. Not many things in my mind already. Woke up like 9:30am. x.x . Played WOW & just stopped. Going to cut my fringe at Jurong Point with Jo! Then meeting Weijie, Sora & maybe Sebas for dinner. Weijie say want eat good food, we'll see how good it is. LOL. Okay I'm off. Bye (:

Thanks to Jaden for cheering me up everyday. :D . I'll cheer you up too! So don't think too much also! (: .

D:

2009-02-05T08:57:00.000-08:00

I've been waiting for your call.

I'm getting confused. Really confused. I really don't know what to do anymore. & What, another lonely Valentine. Changed song again. That's how I kinda feel actually. I miss you alottttt! I haven't been talking to you for so long, & finally you talked to me. To admit, I was really happy. I started tearing a little cos I was happy. But how long will this last? Only the night? Sigh, what to do what to do. I shall go off bahs. Nights (:

Heh

2009-02-04T06:53:00.000-08:00

Sup peeps, I know I know, I never update. Very lazy uh. D: . Sigh, that freaking day is coming. Yup, Valentine's day. I think I'll be dating my friends. LOL. If not I'll be dating my boyfriend, named WorldOfWarcraft. = = . So it's been 9months that I've been single. Hahahaha, I think I'll be able to make it a year. But very lonely ah. Very bored also. I hate it when I feel so confused. D: . Ohya, grats XF found his loveeeee! Last long eh. (: . Liking a person ain't easy. I've tried not contacting you that much anymore & ya, we aren't talking already. But I miss you, alot. Was listening to some songs & started tearing abit. I thought about you, & how stupid am I to keep falling for the wrong guy. Make it clear, I DON'T like anyone now. I just miss someone. ): . Someone please help me get through this agony. Cos it's really really hurting. It's no point telling myself that it's okay. Cos it's definitely not.
I'm gonna end here cos I ain't gonna emo. I wanna be happy, I want him to be happy. & I think that's all I want.

I wanna draw a big big heart & put only me & you in it.

There's something in the way you look at me.

2009-01-30T11:21:00.000-08:00

Sup ya'll! (: . Alright, changed song again. I really love this song like ALOT. Okay, did like nothing much, as usual. I didn't sleep the whole night last night. & I had to wake up like 5am. Cos dad's taking me down to mum's place in the morning & fetching my brother to school at the same time. I layed in bed, couldn't sleep at all. So oh well, just told my dad I did sleep. Hahahaha. After sending brother to school, dad drove to Gimoh & we ate breakfast there. I had porridge! It was okay luhs, except I only had four tiny chunks of fish. = = . Like, wtfuck right? Then chatted awhile with dad - father daughter bonding okays! LOL. Then he sent me over to mum's place where I washed up & slept.

Slept till 5:30pm & brother was at mum's house already. Waited mum to be home from work & had duck rice for dinner. As usual, game game & game. Hahahaha! Just ended my game not long & feeling super bored now. Think Ima go sleep soon. & I miss someone, really badly. Sighhhhs, like what Tracy jie said in her blog.. I've been single too long to remember what love is. Makes sense right? Okay, I'm gonna message a friend awhile more & off to bed. Nights.

You're everything I need & more.

Zzz

2009-01-28T11:37:00.000-08:00

Oh well, didn't meet up. Stayed home whole day, WOW-ed whole day, afew relatives came to play Mahjong. I have no idea what I'm feeling. It's really confusing me already. Sighhhhhh..

Nights.

Whatever I did, to you it'll never be enough.

D:

2009-01-27T07:49:00.000-08:00

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck!

I'm tired
moody
scared
confused
& I fucking wanna get myself back again! ):

Maybe we'll only be able to be friends.

I wanna know.

2009-01-26T08:04:00.000-08:00

Hellos all. Happy CNY to you guys. Not really a happy one for me. I've got not enough sleep & bad headaches plus heartaches.

I really don't know what I'm feeling. I just randomly miss you. Randomly want to talk to you. But yet I don't know why. I don't deny that I have feelings for you. But what's the use if you don't feel the same? I really wish to tell you so much. But I can never get those words out of my mouth. I feel happy when I talk to you, be it online or the phone. I don't feel stress around you. & It gets fustrating when I don't get to talk to you for the whole day. Like today. You told me to call you but your phone had no batt. So I can't chat with you & it hurts. I met up with Jo just now. I asked her, "Have you ever liked someone, but unsure of how he feels towards you?" . The feeling really sucks. & That's exactly how I'm feeling right now. I won't know if you will see this. I wished you would but also wish you wouldn't as I'm afraid of losing you. I really miss you alot. I really miss those times when you made fun of me, those times you said really nice things & especially those songs you sang, even though it has only been a day. I really wanna talk to you. I've been waiting for your call since Afternoon till now. & It's already 12.13am. It was only yesterday we chatted & today we aren't. I'm scared, I'm feeling stupid & I miss you. I must have said that lots of times already in this post. But it ain't that enough. & Seriously, I'm trying real hard not to cry.

When we meet, I wanna treasure every minute with you. Cos I know it'll be worth it. (: .

Am I the only one who's showing my feelings? =/

Survey.

2009-01-18T07:41:00.000-08:00

Found a survey on my Friendster bulletin board from a friend. So I'm gonna do it! ;D

What's the last mistake you made?
- Can't remember.

*Is the sun shining?
- OH YES! It's 11:46pm = =

*Can you successfully blow up and tie a balloon?
- Guess so.

*Do you like text messaging?
- Depends on who the person is.

*Are you having a good/bad hair day?
- I'm sleeping soon so who cares.

*What was your last purchase?
- 2 shirts from Flesh Imp.

*Are you wearing any make-up right now?
- As I said, I'm sleeping soon.

*What are your plans for later?
- Going to town or so.

*Is there any drama within your life?
- Yea, it revolves around me.

*What is a song they need to stop playing on the radio?
- Crap songs.

*Are you content with life right now?
- Trying to live it to the fullest, so yeah.

*Does anyone like you?
- Ask them, not me.

*What is your current obsession?
- My lappy!

*Do you have a dog?
- Yup, I've got 2.

*Ever been kissed under mistletoe?
- Nope.

*Would you ever smile at a stranger?
- If he's hot. *Grins*

*Ever done a random act of kindness?
- Yeah.

*Do your toenails have nail polish on them?
- Nope.

*When's the last time you wore eyeliner?
- On Saturday.

*Last curse word you said was?
- Nabei. =x

*Are your lips chapped?
- What's chapped ?

*Are you currently jealous?
- Wow, of whom ?

*Do you own an ipod?
- Nope.

*Did you have a dream last night?
- Hell yeah. A nice one too. =x

*Who is the most random person you know?
- Jo ! Hehs :D

*Done any spring cleaning lately?
- Nope.

*Anything bothering you?
- Abit ?

*What do you search for on YouTube?
- Random stuffs.

*Did you wish for anything last night?
- Nope. Will it come true if I had ?

*Do you drink coffee on a regular basis?
- Nope.

*Do you wish you were someone else?
- Nah, I love being myself. But I hate my ugly looks.

*What jewelry are you wearing?
- Braclet & Earrings.

*Ate any exotic food lately?
- Nahs.

*How many contacts do you have on MSN?
- Add 124 + 431. I'm too lazy to count.

*Are you easily amused?
- Kinda.

*Can you lick your elbow?
- Nope .____.

*Do you know this song, "we stay fly no lie you know this"?
- No & not interested.

*What piercings do you have?
- Ears only

*Do you have a crush right now?
- I don't know. o.o .

*What are your plans over the summer?
- Live my life ? Lols.

*How's life going for you?
- Alright for now.

*What is on your mind just this second?
- What to answer for this question. =x

*Have you kissed more than 10 people this year?
- Nope.

*Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
- I think I could.

*Where did you get the shirt your wearing right now?
- A shop. =x

*Do you look more like, your mom or dad?
- Mum.

*What was the last thing you drank?
- Water.

*Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
- Nope.

*Do you like meeting new people?
- Yeah, if they're nice. :D

*Someone knocks on your window at 2 AM, what do you say?
- *Opens* -Pauses- *SCREEEEEEEEEAMS!* -Close-

*Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
- Yesssssssssssssssssss! x.x

*Has anyone upset you in the last week?
- I don't think so. He/she is lucky though o.o

*Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
- Nope.

*What are you currently listening to?
- Nothing.

*Are you keeping a big secret right now?
- Nope.

*Do you always answer your phone?
- I'll try, but I hate prank calls.

*What color are your eyes?
- Black

*Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
- "As you walk to the left, as you walk to the right, as you walk as you walk as you walk all night." = =

*Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
- When I was little. HAHAHAHA! =x

*Do you miss anyone?
- Kinda, quite afew. Especially one. D:

*Is your hair curly or straight?
- Natural.

*Does anything hurt on your body?
- My backside. I sit too much T____T

I'll make your fantasy a reality.

A whole week of shopping!

2009-01-17T21:03:00.000-08:00

Sup ya'll ! I suddenlly got this feeling to blog. So, oh well, HELLOS! ;D .

Anyway, this whole week I've been out shopping or just going LAN. Hmm, Wednesday met up with Jo, Sora, Wj, Yw & went to play Left4Dead. Just played till 7plus & we went off to eat. We ate at BPP Foodcourt. The Korean food there is superrrrrrrrr nice! & As usual the boys were looking at girls. Typical one, everytime go out sure look. Nevermind, me & Jo look at hot hot hot hot guys! ;D .

On Thursday me & Jo decided to go Bugis to shop. Again the same guys came with us. So we went Bugis Street to walk around, bought afew stuffs & helped my brother with a shirt. We shopped from 3pm till 5pm & we decided to head back. Cos we're having BBQ & Steamboat at Jo's place! So went back, put our stuffs & change, went over Lot1 to buy food, back to Jo's place to eat! ;D . Till like 11pm the guys went home. So did me & Jo. & Sleeeeeeeeep! On that day I bought like 2shirts 1shorts.

On Friday me, Jo & Sora met up. Wj didn't join us as he was sick. Yw was working I think. So only the 3 of us. Still fun though. ;D . Met at FarEast, didn't bought anything there. BORINGGGG! The only good things are the guys ._____. . Eh can't blame us luhs. We see only, never touch. LOLS. & I'm single, so I can do or say whatever I want. Okay whatever, so we headed to alot of different places. Jo bought this black hoodie form Zara. But Sora went off like 8plus, we sent him to MRT & went to draw money. Then we went back Zara to buy Jo's hoodie. Walked around, went Wisma & I bought 2shirts there. Then MK came to met us. Headed over to Takashimaya to buy Jo's perfume. MK pay okays! 80bucks. Rich person ._____. . Me & Jo was like, "MK come out less then 30mins spend 80bucks already lehs!" . LOLS. Okay then headed home via cab. & Slept again!

On Saturday(yesterday), I didn't plan to go out at all. But my friend asked me out. So since I'e got nothing to do, I said okay. Asked Jo & Sora along too. We headed over to Town at 7.15pm. Then my friend called me to say he couldn't make it. So nevermind, again me, Jo & Sora. LOLS. So while waiting for Sora, we went Takashimaya to look at makeup. Saw Esther there, said hi & saw Sora. So we went off for dinner. Headed over to Paragon & had Fish&Co. Very full okays! T___T . Then walked around, at 11pm or so, we decided to head home. & I saw many couples, & I kinda miss the feeling of having a boyfriend. But what else can I do till I've found the right one? Stupiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiid, forget it, drop that topic. So went home, used lappy awhile & slept.

So now I'm here blogging, lols. Alrights Ima end it here for now. Much loves <3

What's love if I ain't have any?

Videos

2009-01-06T01:32:00.000-08:00

Hehs, hellos!
Just came here to update a little bit. =x .
But I won't be ranting, I'll rant after I go out.
Meeting Jo, Wj, Sebas, Yw & Sora later. ^^v .
Saw few videos which made me laugh like crazy.
I'll upload the favourites of mine (:

Talking Dogs

Panda Sneeze!

Happy New Year.

2009-01-01T11:11:00.001-08:00

Happy New Year to everyone!

Supppppppppppp everyone! It's 2009 & a brand new start for all of us.
I hope everyone will learn to cherish their loved ones.
Achieve all their goals in life & always be happy.
Cos' I love everyone who loves me. :D .

Okay I'm back from Genting on Saturday.
I went on Xmas at like 5.30am. Didn't sleep at all ): .
Thanks to my dear brother & dear cousin who kept me awake! T.T
So "woke" up like 4.15am and "woke" bro & cousin up.
Then daddy woke up also, I asked if we could order Mac.
After ordering, met Jo to pass her my lappy for the 3 days.
-Nonsensical stuffs after that-
Reached Genting at like 3pm. We waiting a full 2hours to check in.
Gosh why is the service so bad = = . Probably due to many people ?
Ah whatever. Went to room & rest for awhile, dinner outside & walked abit.
I bought a santa hat :D . Pretty pretty !
Went back hotel, ate instant noodles & slept.
Then next day I woke up at 7am to bathe & wake everyone too.
Went outdoor theme park & omg, oh-so-hot guys!
Seriously, I wanna go Genting with my Clique.
We'll be hunting for people instead of playing =x .
Then played, ate, shopped, dinner outside again & slept.
The next day was the day we checked out.
But we checking out at 3pm so we could do some shopping.
And ate pizza for lunch too!
I bought one white shirt & white hoodie with star prints.
Then finally we went back. I miss the place though ): .
I got car sick on way down the mountain. Felt like puking.
& when we got home, it was already 1.30am.
& worst is, we left our dad's luggage at Genting.
They said they were gonna check & call us but apparently, no one called back.
So guess we sort of forgot bout it.

Yesterday was New Year's eve. And I only went out for dinner with family.
It was the most boring New Year I've had.
Dinner was the only nice one. Other then that was home watching TV & me drama-ing.
Whatever, New Year is just another day right ?
Haven't had any mood this few days. Oh, Aiai came on today! :D
At first I didn't knew he was on as I didn't check my BL(Maple).
Then suddenlly he said, "How was your Genting trip?" .
I went,"Dear<3333333" then, "Ish when you book out de sia" . Lols.
Been ages since I talked to him. Well, I miss him as a Maple Bf. :D .

Devil Beside You

Vampire Knight Guilty

Then again, drama. I just watched finished 'Devil Beside You' .
I love the whole story. Especially how the guy treated the girl.
& I cried the for the whole last episode. Really touching. Go watch :D .
& I finished watching 'Vampire Knight GUILTY' too .
The ending wasn't what I wanted. But worth watching.
Hope there's a season 3. I love Zero omg.
Alright I shall end here. Tired already. Nights all (:

The start of the new me.

_|_

2008-12-20T07:17:00.001-08:00

Nb cc'b update liao then forgot save go change thing.
In the end tio del. Lazy re-write lah knn.
Free & got mood then post. Nbs _|_

Moodless

2008-12-12T08:13:00.000-08:00

It's a super moody day for me.
I found out something but don't wish to elaborate.
I don't know what's the feeling I'm feeling now.
Sad ? Angry ? Hurt ?
Well I talked to WJ just now.
& In the end I told him, "I feel like laughing :D"
But obviously, it was a lie.
I've only been living in a world where there's never only myself.
Duh I have friends, family. But I've always think about them first.
I've never think alot for myself, how things would turn out.
Call me stupid, call me crazy. But I can say, I'm not happy, really.
I've been trying to act like I'm happy. That one need not be in a R/S.
Well I'm single for nearly 8months now. & I can say, I'm happier.
But not till that extend yet. I feel there's something missing.
Something that lacks a place in my heart, something I want.
I don't know who or what, but it's just a feeling.
I'm getting pass everyday, like an ordinary person.
I've been stuck at mum's place for nearly a week.
Have not even stepped out at all yet. & down with a fever =.= .
& Great, I'm sneezing right now. Zzz.
Hmm, have nothing much to say. Just a word, confused.
Off to bed, nights <3

I feel that I want something that I'll never get.

More survey & a lil update.

2008-12-11T09:02:00.000-08:00

Okays I'm like catching a fever now.
Had a really bad cold in the afternoon.
So I'm gonna go off to bed after this.
Did nothing much today, just watching dramas, tv & Maple.
No messages from JJ or Aiai though.
Don't wanna bother them too much as they have important people to contact.
I'm reasonable okays! :D . Gahhhs getting too much of myself =x .
Okay here's another survey I saw on FS from a friend.

Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
- Boy

What are you doing tomorrow?
- Everyday stuff

Who's the craziest on your top friends?
- Jo ! =x

What are you listening to?
- Nothing

Next vacation you're going to?
- Nope

Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
- Sometimes

When did you last cry?
- Last night

Where are you going to be at 4pm tomorrow?
- Home

Are you ticklish?
- Eh, abit

Do you and your boyfriend or girlfriend fight a lot?
- Been single for a very long time ._.

Do you like coffee?
- Depends

What was the last thing you got grounded for?
- Having a boyfriend at age 12 LOLS =x

How many kids do you plan on having?
- I'll decide if I ever get married

Plans for tonight?
- Sleep, sleep & more sleep

Who pissed you off today?
- Myself.

Who saw you cry last?
- No one

Do you think you will be in a relationship 8 months from now?
- I've been single for 8months o.o

What is your first name if you spell it without the letters "e" "y" and "t"?
- Cass ._.

Are you wearing make up?
- Nope

Have you had your birthday yet this year?
- Yups.

Where was the last place you went?
- Hair salon

What color are the walls of the room?
- Mine's light blue

Are you scared of spiders?
- Yes

Do you like roller coasters?
- Scared but yes

If someone likes you, would you want them to tell you?
- Depends on who

How late did you stay up last night?
- 6AM this morning

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
- Yea, but it doesn't matter anymore. I don't take lies.

Did you ever lose a friend?
- Not yet

Is your birthday coming?
- Next year 18April 2009

What happened at 9:30 am today?
- Sleeping :D

Who was the last person to call you?
- Jeff

Last text from?
- MK

What are your plans for this week?
- Hmm, none.

Ever been swimming in a lake or river?
- Nope

How many letters are in your last name?
- 3

How many text messages have you received today?
- 13

Who were you with last night?
- Family

What/who woke you up today?
- Mum blasted music x.x

Do you like someone right now?
- I love. Even so, does it even matter ? =/

My secret, is that I'm keeping this secret from you.

Sigh

2008-12-09T11:40:00.001-08:00

3:50am in the Morning

Aiai & JJ go in lers. I can't help to say but I miss them.
Especially Aiai. Woke up today & went online.
& Of cause, Aiai wasn't on. It feels so different w/o him.
I'm not used to it cause usually I would see him on alr.
& He'll be saying, "Dear <3333" . But I never got anything today.
JX tried to comfort me and said he'll replace him.
Treat him as Aiai, I was like "Hell no" .
"You & I both know that you're not him"
Lols, but thanks anyway, for wanting to even pei me. (: .
I kept going AFK today, wasn't in the mood to play.
Kept watching DVDs, slack in Maple.
Night time I msged JJ asking how is he.
He said everything's okay except for the haircut & icy cold water. LOLS.
Then I msged Aiai to ask him too. He replied! :D
He said he got transfered because of his tattoo.
But he said it wasn't that bad too. He didn't reply after that.
But it was already 10plus, so guess it was lights out.
Heard they'll be out by next Friday. Yayness <3 .
Then went back slack at Maple & it was Maomao's bday!
So I used my cash I was saving for 2x to mega him.
MAO MUST BE HONOURED OKAYS! :D .
Then talk alot rubbish with friends in Maple.
It was like 2am plus when Jeff ask me conference. Oh well, okay then.
They were talking most of the time though. So I was kinda left out.
So I just kup first, didn't have mood to talk x.x
Surfed the net till now, & I'm blogging.
Just have to get something outta my mind. Hopefully, I'll feel better.
Alrights off to bed for me, Nights (:

HAPPY BDAY TO MAOMAO :D

Survey

2008-12-09T11:26:00.000-08:00

3am in the Morning

Found this survey from a friend's blog.
Doing it here :D

35 Little Secrets:

[ONE] Who was your last text from?
Junjie

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
McD'

[THREE] Your relationship status?
Single

[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?
Not yet

[FIVE] What is your current mood?
Sad

[SIX] What's your brother's name?
Zen

[SEVEN ] What's your favorite color?
Red

[EIGHT] Where do you wish you were right now?
With him

[NINE] Have you ever been in trouble with the cops?
Nope

[TEN] Ever had a near death experience?
Yups

[ELEVEN] Something you do alot?
Maple

[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
Nope

[THIRTEEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
He's attached

[FOURTEEN] When did you cry last night?
Last night ._.

[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yea

[SIXTEEN] What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
*Is it really alright?*

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Dad

[EIGHTEEN] What is your favorite song?
The Call

[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?
Answering you

[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now?
Me

[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Mum gave it to me

[TWENTY-TWO] Who did you hold hands with last?
His ain't mine to hold

[TWENTY-THREE] What is your lucky number?
I have a lucky number ?

[TWENTY- FOUR] Who are your closest friends as of today?
Mine go way back 8years ago

[TWENTY- FIVE] Describe your life in one word?
Normal

[TWENTY- SIX] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
Nope

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Who are you thinking of right now?
Him, I guess

[TWENTY-EIGHT] What should you be doing right now?
Sleeping x.x

[TWENTY-NINE] What did you do yesterday?
Maple & DVDs

[THIRTY ] What are you listening to right now?
The Call - Regina Spektor

[THIRTY- ONE] Who was the last person you hugged?
Sis

[THIRTY- TWO] Who do you hate at this moment?
Myself, I think

[THIRTY- THREE] Do you act differently around the person you like?
At times

[THIRTY- FOUR] What is your natural hair color?
Black/really dark brown

[THIRTY- FIVE] Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Sis, Friends & Him

To you

2008-12-08T02:37:00.000-08:00

This song is for you.
I'll miss you. ):

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

ABCDEFG

2008-12-05T07:40:00.000-08:00

MidNight

OKAY! I haven't been updating for a freaking long time.
I'm too lazy & can say busy lahs. =x .
Anw, so many things happened.
Got to met my Maple Aiai.
Got married to Aiai.
Celebrated Kiat's bday with a total of 11people including me.
Swensons at 6am :D
Maple lvl142 now.
Necked & egged :D.
Exams fail, sleepless nights.
So many stupid things, & time seems to passed so fast.

Oh, got my hair dyed red today :D .
Jo got her highlights.
Ohyea, I'm so gonna be emo! T.T
Sunday having last exam, but sure fail ):
Then Tuesday, Aiai going in NS ler. T.T
Jo flying that day too! No one pei me ):
I'm going to miss Aiai soooooooo much lahs.
Sigh, he say come out want me 15x. I'll try my very best :D
He go in near one month sia. Sians. I can go bang wall alr.

Alrights I'll go sleep now, nights all (:

MUAHAHAHAS

2008-11-06T09:15:00.000-08:00

OKAY! I UPDATED!
MUAHAHAHAS!
x33333333333

Rants

2008-10-07T09:58:00.000-07:00

Mid-Night

Haven't update much, as usual. xD
Alrights, On 30 Oct, went school as usual.
Rushed through project then me & Jo chiong home.
Cos we're going out to celebrate Sebas bday!
Was kinda fun, met them at like 8.
Ate Fish&Co for dinner, my first meal okays!
Kang, Wins & Chris were there too.
With Sebas other friends. =x .
Eat, slack, & they Dota till no bus home, smart.
So I decided to ton with Kang, Wins & Chris.
MK came too, so he went home with Jo.
Went to Sebas hometown to slack abit.
Then decided to come my condo slack.
The weather was so not on our side.
It was freeeeeeeeeeaking cold lahs.
I was shivering kinda alot ?
Talk, play cards, smoke.
Then till like 5.45am, I wna toh alr.
So they decided to take first train back.
I sent them off till MRT.
Went home, showered & sleeeeep! <3 my bed.
Was fun hanging out with you guys! (:

Past few days also living normally.
Study, eat sleep & play. (:
I didn't went school on Monday.
Cos the day before I was having a seriously bad flu.
Kept sneezing every few minutes.
Kang said cos too many people miss me. LIKE REAL =.=
Then Jo told me that Glenn & Yoji said I hand dengue then in hospital.
Asked them today & they denied! Bahahahas. =x
Really NICE classmates huh. Joking =x , they're really nice luhs.
Tomorrow another school day, like a sians.
Guess I should be sleeping bahs, stop here first.
LOVES.

Your voice is the soundtrack of my summer.

Give up

2008-09-27T00:14:00.000-07:00

Afternoon

I've decided to give up on you.
It doesn't mean I no longer feel for you.
I'm just tired of this one-sided shit.
Hopefully, I'll be happier.
I know I will be, if I try.
Falling for you wasn't a mistake.
Making myself hurt was.
Nothing's your fault. So I'm not blaming you.
Love doesn't change a person.
Is what the person thinks, that made themself different.
So I'll try to forget everything that happened.
I'll take it as nothing happened.
& We'll remain as friends now & through.

Hehs, boring, AFK-ing in Maple now.
At mum's house, going dinner soon.
I cut my fringe & painted my nails! =x
Alrights logging off now.
Last thing,

HAPPY BDAY TO MY DEAR CLASSMATE, GLEN! :D